Leo Gura

Depends on many factors. A trip may not be enough to really make it stick. You will probably have to reach this level of consciousness as a stble stage, not just a peak state. Which means years of rigorous training. Don't expect to gain magical healing abilities from a few trips.

You don't need to convert anything. Just load up a 1ml oral syringe as you would for plugging, but stick it in your nose. It will dissolve in a few drops of vinegar. Stir it around well, crushing every crumb it into the vinegar. And coconut milk will soak it up even more. The acid in the vinegar helps to cancel out the base of freebase.

Yes, that's how I plug freebase. I plugged freebase for 30 days in a row. Buying freebase gets you 15-20% more bang for your buck, since it's more potent per gram.

Good attempt. I suggest you try snorting it. That will produce a solid 30-45 min trip. Yeah, vaping will not give you enough time to understand and contemplate, which is key. Your imagination is infinitely deep. There is nothing outside of imagination. It creates all of physical reality. Which you will discover in deeper trips. Once the mind starts to go in some direction, like thinking of snakes, in high states of consciousness that will tend to become instantly manifested. If you do a large dose you might even see your arms, legs, and toes turn into actual living snakes. In one of my early mushroom trips my mind started to notice that my room looks and feels a bit like ancient India, and as I stared at it more and more I went into such a deep samadhi trance that literally my room was transformed into a full-on ancient Indian palace. Such is the creative power of Infinite Mind. It can dream up anything without limits. The only limit is your degree of consciousness and selfishness. It's also useful to use longer acting psychedelics like LSD for really deep long contemplation sessions. Those help a lot to make sense of how consciousness works. You can get 4 to 5 solid hours of contemplation on LSD.

Yes But also, since reality is imaginary, the more conscious you become the more you will be able to manipulate it using your imagination. In a high enough state of consciousness you could imagine that someone is healed, and they will be. Yes, this is the tip of a giant iceberg.

I'd say psychedelics are a much healthier way of integrating sexual energy than messing with hormones, which could mess up your balance. Find the sexual and erotic psychedelics for this.

Freebase will sting more when snorted. You can reduce the sting by mixing it with a few drops of vinegar and light coconut milk. It will still sting and be gross, dripping all down your nose and throat. Which is why plugging is better. But you can certainly breakthrough with snorting. It's a bit more intense than plugging.

That's fine. You can only do whatever your level of consciousness allows. No, I was refering to radical types of supernatural healing which can be done from God Consciousness. For example, the way Jesus might have healed the blind. Nevermind, you are not at a level to understand that yet.

@lmfao Or... sit down, shut up, and take 5-MeO-DMT. If questions arise, take more 5-MeO-DMT

It's more radical than that. There are no "others" at all. There is only You. You heal "others" by realizing they are you, and by loving your entire Self. There is nothing "remote". You are omnipresent. You don't need to make others imagine. You just need to love them and imagine the healing on their behalf, as if they are you -- because they are! To love another unconditionally is already enough to heal them in subtle ways. Also, since healing is love, and love is truth, to help others see the truth of a situation is enough to heal them too. Most people suffer due to falsehood -- due to living lies. And of course the cure for falsehood is truth.

Yeah... I would keep that stuff to yourself given the situation you're in. Now is the best time to start practicing radical honesty -- in a mental hospital, LOL. You have to appreciate that dealing with normies and the outside world takes a certain kind of relative skill. Don't go telling the doc you're God, even though that is the Truth. Don't cast pearls before swine.

No time limits. But your life is short, so don't procrastinate too long

Then go live in an ashram.

Of course! Healing = Love = Truth = Consciousness = Selflessness = God = Total Self Acceptance God is Love. And you are God

@Orchid Nice! Thanks for sharing

Very interesting. Thanks for sharing. I had some similar experiences although not so graphic on psychedics where I experienced feminine sexual energy and integrated it as my own. You are every female in the universe. A nifty thing to realize.

You are afraid of Love.

I use Amazon for many things. You're missing the point. Devilry is a widespread, deep, and nuanced dynamic. You engage in it all the time and you will never be perfectly clean. The point is to notice how it works. There is no major corporation which does not engage in devilry. So if you wanted to be perfectly clean your only option would be to go in the wilderness and die alone. Amazon is not some evil company. Amazon is behaving like any organism engaged in survival. Amazon does some abd stuff and it also does a lot of good stuff. My blog post was not about demonizing Amazon, it was about showing you how devilry works and how you play a part in it unwittingly. "Cheap" simply refers to the fact that many people shop on Amazon to save money. This is also part of your devilry. What people misunderstand about devilry is that it cannot be solved by avoiding it. It can only be solved by embracing it. I have gone for many months without psychedelics. I take psychedelics to expand myself.

Yes, very important. You could also try vaping or snorting.

Breaking this illusion is the whole aim of enlightenment/awakening/liberation. Your initial glimpses of awakening will not result in a permanent break of this illusion. It takes lots of really deep awakening to break it.

I've refined the recipe and now I add lemon juice to the soup in the last 5-10 mins. I also don't add olive oil any more. I add butter to the serving bowl. This makes the pot easier to clean with no clingly oil. Butter tastes WAY better than olive oil. I also add frozen peas for more protein.

Alone/together is a duality. ALL dualities collapse in nonduality.

@Hansu Do whatever you want.

@Hansu Let's put it like this: let's say you murdered your best friend 8 years ago. Now you feel bad about it, feel guilty about it, want to apologize, etc. Your problem is lack of self-love. The issue here is not one of creating pain or suffering. The issue is simply that you are not accepting reality (yourself) as it is. See, if you were fully conscious of what reality is, you would fully accept it and love it as yourself -- because reality cannot be other than whatever it is. The more conscious you become, the more you accept reality exactly as it is -- because you're too conscious to buy into delusions that reality could be anything else. Less than TOTAL Self-Love is the only problem that anyone could ever have. It's a game-changer to realize that this is true. The game of life is simply you realizing more and more and more that anything less than TOTAL Self-Love is idiocy.