Leo Gura

So? We all got biases. Mating is a dirty business. Surprise! Lost hope for what? You think foreigners aren't filthy horny dogs too? It's the human condition.

God is that which created itself.

I've seen too much

Exactly. Because you have too little experience with the sexual escapades of hot girls. Girls conceal and lie about how much sex they have and how easily and quickly they have it. She doesn't want you to know she sucked some random dude's cock in the parking lot after talking to him for 30 minutes. Yet this happens all the time. Your innocent girl isn't as innocent as you imagine. Your blood would boil if you knew how much sex these girls are having without you and the kind of scumbags they do it with. I am mean total scumbags.

You are looking at it too seriously. Go to a club and have fun. See what happens. Have no expectations. Hot girls have lots of sex on a whim. It's not all about finding some ideal partner. Sometimes people are just horny and looking for an adventure.

There's nothing more fun than fucking. Of course no girl will admit to going to a club to fuck. She must act like it's just fun with friends so she isn't slut-shamed by folks like you. Don't kid yourself. People go to clubs to fuck. Whether they admit it or not.

Sure, those are all factors. Genetics is also a major factor.

Oh, God creates. You have yet to realize that part

What is the reason behind Alcoholics Anonymous or Weight Watchers? Some people cannot be trusted alone with a chocolate cake. Does this mean no one can eat chocolate cake?

You have no idea yet how right you are

@Thought Art Congrats

This strategy doesn't really work for generating results in life. If you carefully study people who have achieved exceptional results, they didn't just sit back and relax. They worked their asses off 60-80 hours per week for decades. This is usually what is required to generate an exceptional result in any area of life, including spirituality. Especially spirituality. This also perfectly explains why most people get such shitty results in life. They simply aren't willing or able to work for it. Now, if you don't care about getting exceptional results, then that's fine. But be honest with yourself. You probably do care, and you probably want the fruits of it, especially when you see others eating that juicy fruit.

Isn't it obvious that the entire notion of "ownership" is a self-biased farce?

I talk about screening a lot. To screen effectively one must have sexual options first. Dude, people go to bars and clubs to get drunk and horny. What do you think a club is?? The reason to go to bars and clubs is because that's where the hot single people are found. I have no problem with integrity in this domain. The lack integrity is your judgment. To me, whether a girls drinks or not has no effect on my game. I can run game at a girl in the grocery store. It makes no difference. You are the one hung up on this drinking stuff. I don't even think about it. Meanwhile you are obsessed with it.

Porn will never fully satiate you.

I don't like this notion of "forver". To me it's irrelevant whether its forever or not. Forever could happen, then it could end, restart, and so forth. What happens in one lifetime is not necessarily forever. It is possible to become extremely detached from death. Of course.

@spinderella What is it you love?

No! The brain is a story the mind tells itself. I'm tired of correcting this nonsense.

Should be fine. Although on the day of your dose I would start off by not taking any other supplements. You want to test with single variables.

What you call forgetting is just dreaming. A dream/imagination is so powerful that it constructs its own bubble of reality. This dream feels so real that it hooks you in like a great movie. God's imagination is so power it literally mesmerizes itself and gets lost inside itself. Until it awakens. Until it dreams again. Dreaming is the only game in town. When imagination is infinite it becomes difficult to distinguish it from reality. That's what makes the dream so juicy and sticky. It's the ultimate game, created for your personal amusement. The dream is also necessary for survival to take place. If you could completely detach yourself from the dream you'd die rather quickly and you could easily ruin your life but doing sometimes stupid like jumping off a cliff. Safeguards are in place to keep you from doing something you might regret, like kissing a lion.

I downloaded the entire old catalogue of RSD free videos. You can find links online if you are serious. The new videos are not bad either. When you want something bad enough, you will find it. There is more attraction theory on the internet than you have lifetimes to watch.

You simply don't understand how socialization works. When people socialize and party, they drink. I don't. If it was up to me, I would ban all alcohol, but people enjoy it. I'm not there to tell them what to do. Girls drink in clubs and bars. Pickup works regardless of drinking or not. Does alcohol make women (and men) looser? Of course. That's the point of alcohol in social settings. No one is forcing it on the women. It has nothing to do with rape. Most sex in the world happens thanks to alcohol. That is not the same thing as fucking someone who has passed out drunk. I prefer not to sleep with drunk women. But if she wants to have a few drinks, that's her choice. If she asks me whether she should have a drink, I would tell her no. And I'm certainly not buying her any drinks. FYI, most dates involve a few drinks. Welcome to human mating 101. There is also a big distinction between a few drinks and being pass-out drunk, vomiting all over yourself. Girls who are near the pass-out drunk stage are actually not easy to sleep with because they are too sick to have sex and are just a pain in the ass to deal with. It's also not good sex. A) You misunderstand what pickup entails and is. B) Yes, pursing sex requires that one behave differently than sitting in a meditation retreat. Sex is survival, and it is a game. Ironically it is you who is being unspiritual here in that: 1) you judge all this social activity and think of it as unspiritual, creating a shadow out of it, and 2) you have the desire to control people by telling them how to behave and what not to drink. Consider the crazy possibility that a spiritual person can go to a party and enjoy it and sleep with someone from the party. And there is no contradiction in that. Doesn't sound like you've ever been to a party or enjoyed a party. Is pickup some high integrity activity? No. It's socialization and horsing around. It's not serious. The integrity of partying is letting loose and allowing yourself to party. Try it sometime. You might even get laid. Girls don't like guys who have a stick up their ass and judge them.

@FlyingLotus Excellent!

Just enjoy the trip. Don't bring all these expectations into. This is all petty human bullshit which the trip will bust you out of. You cannot manipulate these trips. They are too powerful for that to work. You need a much more fluid, relaxed, and improvisational approach.

Move to a better city.