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Roadmap to The City: let's study the Scripture

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Seelamun Alaikum

I am not an expert or guru, academics, or religious scholars, etc But I believe i was gifted with something ever since I was a child spent wondering, just trying to make sense of the world around me in a bigger picture. I have gone through many stages without even knowing there are some people like me.

Of course, there are. I found you guys,

the first man I saw so openly in so much detail talk about subjects that many prefer to avoid was the man of the house; he impressed me. This is the guy I wanna be or be friends with. I said, 'I listen to his all of his teachings but  left hardcore topics behind.

two years and half ago and in one of the nights, I was watching one of the episodes (before I started, I said, 'Do not resist, what do you have to lose? Buy into it as another perspective'). About 15 minutes later, I don't remember what happened, all I remember is I found myself in the morning sitting against the wall, uttering words. Before I came back, I saw the spiral of stars as if I was in space. That awakened the life in my heart. That day, I learned the heart has a use beside pumping blood throughout our body. The next morning or later, I am crying, bubbling. Look what reality made for me, look at the carpet, the color, the wall. I remember the sun changed its course to look at me. I went into the room running back. I was happy and light like a child. I was circling the house. That made me serious, my habit changed, I changed, got even nuts, I wanted to learn more.

The days, the energy rich at the top of my head, my perspective also changed. I saw society, what we are, 'walking zombies,' but smart enough that can fool itself day and night without exhausting. I had vision after vision, but after a while, I began to consider what it means... it is significant.

Are they real? Let's find out.

I have some fruits of the 'garden' and Gifts I have not eaten yet, as well as thousands of delusions, and I want to share them with you as sadaqah and also start open dialogue. And if you are open about what I have to say, it will blow your mind, you will be shocked, even for those who didn't believe, you will see the dilemma and hijab (mental coverage) that is covering their eyes and mind.

What scripture?

I don't know about other scriptures a lot, but I was born into a family of 'Muslim' and specifically have in mind the traditionally known scripture as the 'Quran.'

Let's study the 'Quran,' what do you have to lose?

And open to collaboration.

But it will piss off a lot of people, me, Muslims, Christians, Jews, etc.

And just realized the danger of this topic. If I was in some kingdom, probably i would be imagining chop off but here where i am it stoning  Anyway i am at end of this life no worries.

It is a mystic type of knowledge, not ordinary, not a 1000 list of 'Haram or Halal' things.

I am gonna drop breadcrumbs now and later I will collect or someone articulate to help us collect them wisely.

There are moments where I can write well, there are moments I can't even organize my thoughts.

I am not sure though if I will regret writing this at the end of the day.

Why now? Why? Why scripture?

I am not sure; I asked all I got was it is their right. And maybe my days are numbered, not sure if I will survive the coming month 'Ramadan.'

Why the scripture (Quran)?

I cannot say in a lot of words because words are not enough to define it. I was allowed to see the consistency of the scripture and concise patterns that leads to hidden 

You gonna find all the clues and all the foods and all the knowledge you seek in it. 'Sculptured in The Scripture (the book),' you will know what I mean by that.

The scripture is the map of spiritual, like a guide from the maze, not a list of allowed or forbidden things. It doesn't limit your progress.

It is the guide you looking for, all of your life but because of the stupidity of past lives, you were meant to believe otherwise.

But before we start.

Empty your Cup

For a moment, put aside all of your traditional interpretations and understanding.

Do not buy into what I say without verification.

Do not digest the food and do not rush to blame or correct me.

Know I am not a scholar or anything, I am just sharing my thoughts...

It is for you to decide what to do with them and to organize it.

If you were 'Muslim,' if you had any existential crises, I am not liable for any of it.

And if you speak Arabic or come from 'Islam/Muslim' backgrounds, great, but be open-minded, my face toward you.

If you get enlightened, I am not responsible for that either.

And think critically by yourself.

Mostly I'm gonna hint out the possible interpretation of some verses without delving into it. And because of time sensitivity and health issues, sorry for not giving satisfying insights.

Know and I do not use traditionally known prophetic words (Hadith) or Tafseer books and no fairy tales.

You will learn the use of Sun, moon, stars, Garden, fire, Rock, rain, waters, Milk, Honey, Seas, Desert wind, Clouds, dust, Shapered and sheep, the ant, the birds, etc.



I don't know why I am tempted to write this letter. it could a food (taam) and Sadaqaa. 

Or it could be my way of thinking out loud, or just inner chats, or just self-gratification, mental masturbation, or really wanting to do good for a bigger cause. But I don't want to create an 'ism' or schools.



And I ask the mods and administrators to allow this thread's existence as long as it does. Even if it does not attract"


If you are interested, Let's study the scripture together. Show me your interest.


Thank you for your time. 

Jzk. Rabbi zidni ilman.


Why Roadmap to the City?

Edited by Jac067

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Is English your first language?

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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This is for "muslim" or 

Let's start with this 

Greeting properly  "سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ" 



there is no organized "religion"  that is set by By God as Islam but Deen and who is And every one has their deen 109:6

(لَكُمْ دِينُكُمْ وَلِىَ دِينِ )  who is the Master of This Deen  (مَٰلِكِ يَوْمِ ٱلدِّينِ )

Islam: the it states of journey you will inevitable reach, like travelling road to.. it like when you say i want to leg go of anger and envy such feelings or thoughts and you Surrender, that state is called Islam and more.

Muslims are those who "Surrendered". Definite Surrender.

But to who? 


Al-Baqarah 2:131

إِذْ قَالَ لَهُۥ رَبُّهُۥٓ أَسْلِمْۖ قَالَ أَسْلَمْتُ لِرَبِّ ٱلْعَٰلَمِينَ 

Al-Baqarah 2:132

وَوَصَّىٰ بِهَآ إِبْرَٰهِۦمُ بَنِيهِ وَيَعْقُوبُ

يَٰبَنِىَّ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ ٱصْطَفَىٰ لَكُمُ ٱلدِّينَ

فَلَا تَمُوتُنَّ إِلَّا وَأَنتُم مُّسْلِمُونَ 


An-Nisa' 4:125


وَمَنْ أَحْسَنُ دِينًا

مِّمَّنْ أَسْلَمَ وَجْهَهُۥ لِلَّهِ

وَهُوَ مُحْسِنٌ

وَٱتَّبَعَ مِلَّةَ إِبْرَٰهِيمَ حَنِيفًاۗ

وَٱتَّخَذَ ٱللَّهُ إِبْرَٰهِيمَ خَلِيلًا 


Here are the derived words connected to the root "س-ل-م" (s-l-m) in Arabic

1. سَلَامٌ (salam): Peace or greeting.

2. مُسْلِمٌ (muslim): A person who submits to the will of God in Islam.

3. إِسْلَامٌ (islam): The religion of Islam.

4. سَلَامَةٌ (salama): Safety, soundness, or well-being.

5. سُلْمٌ (sulm): Peacefulness or tranquility.

6. تَسْلِيمٌ (taslim): Submission or surrender.

7. مَسْلَمَةٌ (maslamah): A safe or peaceful place.

8. سَالِمٌ (salim): Healthy, sound, or intact.

9. سَلَامَ (salam): To greet or say hello.

10. مُسَلَّمٌ (musallam): Surrendered or submitted.

11. تَسْلِيمٌ (taslim): Greeting or salutation.

12. سَلْمٌ (salm): A ladder or staircase.

13. مُسْلِمَةٌ (muslimah): A female Muslim.

14. سَلَامِيٌّ (salamy): Relating to peace or peaceful.

15. سَالِمَةٌ (salimah): Safety or security.

16. سَلِيمٌ (saleem): Sound, healthy, or intact.

17. مَسْلَمٌ (maslam): A place of safety or sanctuary.

18. مَسْلَمَةٌ (maslamah): An agreement or covenant guaranteeing safety.

19. مُسَلِّمٌ (musallim): One who causes peace or security.

20. سَلَامَةٌ (salama): Integrity or wholeness.

21. مُسَالَمَةٌ (musalama): Reconciliation or settlement.

22. سَلَامِيَّةٌ (salamiyya): Pertaining to peace or peacefulness.

23. مُسْلَمَةٌ (muslamah): A treaty or pact of peace.

24. مُسَلَّمَةٌ (musallama): Surrendered or submitted.

25. سَلَامِيٌّ (salamiy): Relating to peace or peaceful.

These are commonly believed interpretation but they are not right according


The vocabulary derived from the root "س-ل-م" in Arabic, is mentioned about 127 times in the scripture.  Each are a clue not one story lines but they perfectly fit together.


Here is why it matters.


2. Traditionally Muslims or arabs greet each other by saying 

A/selamu Alyekum without the stressing (muun)  which is pronounced as selamu alyekum.


there is something not right in here. According to quran it is the greeting of "crooks".

It matters because as you delves into this subject and identify and get rid of certain imaginative pictures you wanna look at your self and say to you in mirror.  "سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ"

Why it matters to greet someone properly and why should think about it.

Because this what you seek in your meditation, in your heart and your journey



 Sealammun alyekum is not just a greeting 

Here the hint from you. 

"Alyekum" indicates that there sometimes that is upon them or upon their way 

So if Sealmuun is not upon them what is.


Pay attention here: 

سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُم

سَوَآءٌ عَلَيْهِمْ

(سوي) is the counterpair of ( سَلَامٌ) and

(سوي) mentioned about 80 times in Quran.

Al-Baqarah 2:6

إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا۟ (سَوَآءٌ عَلَيْهِمْ)

 ءَأَنذَرْتَهُمْ أَمْ لَمْ تُنذِرْهُمْ لَا يُؤْمِنُونَ 

So go the scripture with this in mind and  explore and look for connections.


example or verses 

An-Naml 27:59

قُلِ ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ وَسَلَٰمٌ عَلَىٰ عِبَادِهِ ٱلَّذِينَ ٱصْطَفَىٰٓۗ 

ءَآللَّهُ خَيْرٌ أَمَّا يُشْرِكُونَ 

Ya Sin 36:58

سَلَٰمٌ قَوْلًا مِّن رَّبٍّ رَّحِيمٍ 


An-Nahl 16:32

ٱلَّذِينَ تَتَوَفَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ طَيِّبِينَۙ يَقُولُونَ

سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ

ٱدْخُلُوا۟ ٱلْجَنَّةَ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ 

(Bold not death)

Who are "tayebeen"?

Fussilat 41:30

إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ قَالُوا۟ رَبُّنَا ٱللَّهُ

ثُمَّ ٱسْتَقَٰمُوا۟ تَتَنَزَّلُ عَلَيْهِمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ

أَلَّا تَخَافُوا۟ وَلَا تَحْزَنُوا۟

وَأَبْشِرُوا۟ بِٱلْجَنَّةِ ٱلَّتِى كُنتُمْ تُوعَدُونَ 


Who are "tayebeen"


Ar-Ra'd 13:18

لِلَّذِينَ ٱسْتَجَابُوا۟ لِرَبِّهِمُ ٱلْحُسْنَىٰۚ

وَٱلَّذِينَ لَمْ يَسْتَجِيبُوا۟ لَهُۥ

لَوْ أَنَّ لَهُم مَّا فِى ٱلْأَرْضِ جَمِيعًا

وَمِثْلَهُۥ مَعَهُۥ لَٱفْتَدَوْا۟ بِهِۦٓۚ 

أُو۟لَٰٓئِكَ لَهُمْ سُوٓءُ ٱلْحِسَابِ 

وَمَأْوَىٰهُمْ جَهَنَّمُۖ

وَبِئْسَ ٱلْمِهَادُ 

Ar-Ra'd 13:19

أَفَمَن يَعْلَمُ أَنَّمَآ أُنزِلَ إِلَيْكَ مِن رَّبِّكَ ٱلْحَقُّ

كَمَنْ هُوَ أَعْمَىٰٓۚ

إِنَّمَا يَتَذَكَّرُ أُو۟لُوا۟ ٱلْأَلْبَٰبِ 

Ar-Ra'd 13:20

ٱلَّذِينَ يُوفُونَ بِعَهْدِ ٱللَّهِ

وَلَا يَنقُضُونَ ٱلْمِيثَٰقَ 

Ar-Ra'd 13:21

وَٱلَّذِينَ يَصِلُونَ مَآ أَمَرَ ٱللَّهُ بِهِۦٓ أَن يُوصَلَ

وَيَخْشَوْنَ رَبَّهُمْ 

وَيَخَافُونَ سُوٓءَ ٱلْحِسَابِ 

Ar-Ra'd 13:22

وَٱلَّذِينَ صَبَرُوا۟ ٱبْتِغَآءَ وَجْهِ رَبِّهِمْ

وَأَقَامُوا۟ ٱلصَّلَوٰةَ

وَأَنفَقُوا۟ مِمَّا رَزَقْنَٰهُمْ سِرًّا وَعَلَانِيَةً

وَيَدْرَءُونَ بِٱلْحَسَنَةِ ٱلسَّيِّئَةَ

أُو۟لَٰٓئِكَ لَهُمْ عُقْبَى ٱلدَّارِ 

Ar-Ra'd 13:23

جَنَّٰتُ عَدْنٍ يَدْخُلُونَهَا 

وَمَن صَلَحَ مِنْ ءَابَآئِهِمْ

وَأَزْوَٰجِهِمْ وَذُرِّيَّٰتِهِمْۖ 

وَٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ يَدْخُلُونَ عَلَيْهِم مِّن كُلِّ بَابٍ 


Ar-Ra'd 13:24

سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُم بِمَا صَبَرْتُمْۚ

فَنِعْمَ عُقْبَى ٱلدَّارِ 

Al-Anbiya 21:103


لَا يَحْزُنُهُمُ ٱلْفَزَعُ ٱلْأَكْبَرُ 

وَتَتَلَقَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ هَٰذَا يَوْمُكُمُ ٱلَّذِى كُنتُمْ تُوعَدُونَ 


But how did they greet transgressors "Zaleemeen"  no they don't.


An-Nahl 16:28

ٱلَّذِينَ تَتَوَفَّىٰهُمُ

ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ ظَالِمِىٓ أَنفُسِهِمْۖ

فَأَلْقَوُا۟ ٱلسَّلَمَ مَا كُنَّا نَعْمَلُ مِن سُوٓءٍۭۚ 

بَلَىٰٓ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ عَلِيمٌۢ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ

An-Nahl 16:29


فَٱدْخُلُوٓا۟ أَبْوَٰبَ جَهَنَّمَ خَٰلِدِينَ فِيهَاۖ

فَلَبِئْسَ مَثْوَى ٱلْمُتَكَبِّرِينَ 


Al-An'am 6:93


وَمَنْ أَظْلَمُ مِمَّنِ ٱفْتَرَىٰ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ كَذِبًا

أَوْ قَالَ أُوحِىَ إِلَىَّ وَلَمْ يُوحَ إِلَيْهِ شَىْءٌ

وَمَن قَالَ سَأُنزِلُ مِثْلَ مَآ أَنزَلَ ٱللَّهُۗ

وَلَوْ تَرَىٰٓ إِذِ ٱلظَّٰلِمُونَ فِى غَمَرَٰتِ ٱلْمَوْتِ

وَٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ بَاسِطُوٓا۟ أَيْدِيهِمْ

أَخْرِجُوٓا۟ أَنفُسَكُمُۖ

ٱلْيَوْمَ تُجْزَوْنَ عَذَابَ ٱلْهُونِ

 بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَقُولُونَ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ غَيْرَ ٱلْحَقِّ

وَكُنتُمْ عَنْ ءَايَٰتِهِۦ تَسْتَكْبِرُونَ 

Al-An'am 6:94


وَلَقَدْ جِئْتُمُونَا فُرَٰدَىٰ كَمَا خَلَقْنَٰكُمْ أَوَّلَ مَرَّةٍ وَتَرَكْتُم مَّا خَوَّلْنَٰكُمْ وَرَآءَ ظُهُورِكُمْۖ وَمَا نَرَىٰ مَعَكُمْ شُفَعَآءَكُمُ ٱلَّذِينَ زَعَمْتُمْ أَنَّهُمْ فِيكُمْ شُرَكَٰٓؤُا۟ۚ لَقَد تَّقَطَّعَ بَيْنَكُمْ وَضَلَّ عَنكُم مَّا كُنتُمْ تَزْعُمُونَ 


Closing Dua: Yusuf 12:101

رَبِّ قَدْ ءَاتَيْتَنِى مِنَ ٱلْمُلْكِ وَعَلَّمْتَنِى مِن تَأْوِيلِ ٱلْأَحَادِيثِۚ فَاطِرَ ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَٱلْأَرْضِ أَنتَ وَلِىِّۦ فِى ٱلدُّنْيَا وَٱلْءَاخِرَةِۖ تَوَفَّنِى مُسْلِمًا وَأَلْحِقْنِى بِٱلصَّٰلِحِينَ 


Jzk. thank for you time.

I will expand the explanation more when i recover.


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2 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Is English your first language?

No, i speak 4 different languages.  2 natives, as secondary English and Arabic. 

Why did you ask? 

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Come Enjoy from the Fruits of Jannah 

Yaseen 36:30 Insights 


This the most treasured Gift i have received and i hope it will Enlighten you too.

(1)سُبْحَـٰنَ ٱلَّذِى خَلَقَ ٱلْأَزْوَٰجَ كُلَّهَا

(2) مِمَّا تُنۢبِتُ ٱلْأَرْضُ

(3) وَمِنْ أَنفُسِهِمْ

(4) وَمِمَّا لَا يَعْلَمُونَ



Subhana, who created (1) Everything  in pairs 

( 2) that which earth produces, 

( that the scripture …… )  

(3) as well as theirselves 

(themself, ourselves, ) 

(4) and other things which they have no knowledge of. 




Pay attention Our Lord said Everything.


The scripture also comes with pair stories or warnings and glad tidings etc ( this greater subject that needed to be addressed carefully, ( the real meaning of ard i learned from Dr. HANY of YT MQ channel, at first it didn't make sense to me but i remember, once when i listening to recitation of quran there an ayah ( alem yesiru fil ard yenzuru keyefa jealaalena … ) immediately got this insight God doesn't want us to travel to all over the world just for us to see the destruction of those who transgressed and time also take all those evidence away, and Signs are close and easily accessible to all, it meant 


(2) Haven't they gone through the scripture and see ( become insightful of those .. ).

This one is very much close to us but the insight is evident until you point at it

as well as theirselves  (themself, ourselves, ) 

Take Look  at your Body, Bring your Two Hands Together and start comparing 


Out Parts to another 

Head Right Ear and Left Ear 

Face and back 

Forehead and BackHead

Right Cheek and Left Cheek  

Right Chin and Left Chin

Right Eye and Left Eye


Right Nostril and Left Nostril 


Upper Lip and Lower Lip


Upper Tooth and Lower 

Back and Front 

Right Shoulder and Left Shoulder 

Right Arm and Left Arm 

Right Elbow and Left Elbow 

Right Forearm and Left Forearm

Right Wrist and Left Wrist 

Right Hand and Left Hand 

Right Palm and Left Palm 

Right hands Fingers  Left Hand Fingers 


Index Finger  to another 

Middle Finger to another 

Ring Finger to another 

Pinky Finger to another 

Thumb to another if yours

Right Chest and Left Chest

Lower limb

Right and Leg and Left 

Right Buttock and Left Buttocks 

Penis and Anus 

Right Hip and Left Hip

Right Thigh and Left Hip 

Right Knee and Left Knee 

Right Calf and Left Calf

Right Foot and Left Foot 

Right Ankle and Left Ankle 

Right Heel and Left Heel

Right Toe and Left Toe 

Big toe



Off course Being Told and Having Vision or being shown in your mind/heart is not the same thing, you have unforgettable memories and Ah Moment that Enlighten you.  


If you Noticed, Right After this Ayat (36:36) Later Our Lord Immediately gives as sign (clue) of this indication.  



Note: the pairs i have listed above is  my contemplation, it was not included in that small visions.


Everything in the Universe exists in pairs. (Similar or opposite)

The only One that has No similar or Opposite Is Allah SWT.

Take a look at our World, Our Universe, Our Existence,  and You will find Everything In Pairs.  

who created Everything  in pairs ….. 


This my observation at the time.

Day and Night 

Morning and Evening 

Sun and Moon 

Me and Others 

My and Theirs 

You and your Ego(S) 

Known and Unknown 

Plain and Hidden (Baten - Zahir ) 

Knowledge and Ignorance 

Existence and Nonexistence

Material world and spiritual world 

This world and the Next 

Here and Hereafter 

Tangible and Intangible

Angels and Satan 

Angels of Mercy and Angels of Chaistment 

Visible and invisible

Veiled and Unveiled 

Life and Death 

Truth and Falsehood

Lightness and Darkness 

Heaven and Earth

Love and Hate

White and Black 

Good and Evil 

Paradise and Hell 

Ins and Jinn 

Believer and Disbeliever 

Male and Female 

Old and child 

Tall and short 

Strong and weak 

Poor and rich 

Willing and unwilling 

Wise and fool 

Mercy and Wrath

Majesty and beauty  (Jalall and Jamal) 

Large and small  

Wide and tight 

Open and close 

Mind and heart

Thick and thin 

Full and empty 

Inside and outside 

Reality and Appearance 

Form and formless 

Sound and Silence

Colorful and colorless 

Horizontal and Vertical 

Water and Fire 

Man and women 

Male and Female 

Beautiful and Ugly 

Attraction and repulsion 

Infinity and Limited 

Seeing and Blindness 

Hearing and Deafness 

Flying and waking

Birds and Snake 

Dry and Wet 

Hot and Cold 

North and South 

East and West 

Ocean and Dessert 

Land and Seas

Plants and Fish 

Wild and Domestic 

Etc…..  Everything 


 The sun and the moon, and the stars are not decoration or just a light projecting object, they are a sign and clue 





My story 

Habits and practice 

One of the Scholar told me to recite suratual yaseen every day and the other told me to recite and make a dua for one thing when you fish reciting it.  

As i was recommended i did every day it become part of me 


Revelation Day, How  

And one Magarib i was sitting in Masjid, I used to retreat (ithikhaf)  for one hour everyday after fajr and after maghreb 

And one that day (before 2023 Ramadan) after reciting surah Yaseen i sat down in first line waiting for Isha Prayer and i was going through my phone and I opened an app called hadith and going through hadith and i came upon hadith that said Prophet Muhammed saws, Had said there a sura that worth much to be then anything under the sun, it said it is surah fath (opening) 

this was new to me i just begun learning to recite quran i haven’t reached this surah but i used to recite everyday new sura even if were broken and I immediately open Al quran begun going through.

When I finished, I began to contemplate what makes it so.

My heart began to beat,

Isha prayer started and we stood. 

I don’t remember what happened but at the end just when we were about to finish, something came over, calmness, lightness upon my heart and I had small visions. 

When I finish praying, finish salamat to right and left and 

begun having this knowledge i didn’t had before 


I laughed out loud and looked at my hands and fingers right and left hands 

and said to myself 

this is pair to to this one 

This is pair to this one 

This is pair to this one 


Afterward i begun seeing everything in pairs 

How come we have never seen these before

How come no one spoke of it before.

I didn’t know what happened to me 

I thought it was an awakening 

So this is how it feels 

This was huge significant knowledge 

for month I wonder looking at everything not finding anything in pairs 


Then I even become Hungry for knowledge, every time i got online I am searching for something that will make sense 

Little bit Ibn Arabi and his like people made sense to me 

I have searched and downloaded books on sufism and anything related esoteric knowledge never read them but had glimpse 

This one lead me to that this lead me to this  by now I have download over 3000 books that i thought would light shed on this subject  


Questions and Answers 

Is this the first visit or experience? 

No, by this time it was the 6th or 7th conscious spiritual experience but it was the second revelation of the Quranic Ayat Opening, the first was a partial understanding of 2:25.  


The First was something I don’t even remember but Lost a lot of time and it was Magnificent, I can’t even explain the second time the same. 

Is this to brag about, like you feel you are chosen or something? 


No, I don’t think so but Maybe who knows I am subconsciously feeling that way, it might be a self-importance trick.  But I just wanted to share this, because ever since then my world, my understanding, the way I see the world has changed.  

It tore the world into two half, isn’t what we are seeking, clarity. I wish you could experience it instead of being told.  


Ever since then The meaning of Azawaj has changed, The type of knowledge i seek has changed, a lot of things has changed including my personality.  


Other note. 

At this moment, I am not in the same spiritual state as i was.

Note: I am not a Scholar, i am not academic, i am not spiritual guru, i am not many thing you may assume, In fact I i am not good reader or an arabic language speaker as primary, I didn’t spend a lot of time studying Quran, 


It is a Gift and also a Trial From Our Lord.    

This is not taken from any book or any speech or from any human, Alhamdulliha its Gift From Allah SWT.  






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Al-Ikhlas 112:1

قُلْ هُوَ ٱللَّهُ أَحَدٌ 


ٱللَّهُ ٱلصَّمَدُ 


لَمْ يَلِدْ وَلَمْ يُولَدْ 


وَلَمْ يَكُن لَّهُۥ كُفُوًا أَحَدٌۢ 


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