Buck Edwards

Brandy Buck and Beer

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I'm gravely ill. It's just what it is. I have nobody to blame but my self. 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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I have been throwing up since the last few hours. I don't know what I did that caused that. I have been suicidal too. The pain in my neck is excruciating. Just feel like life is no good when nothing works. 

 

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1 hour ago, Buck Edwards said:

I'm gravely ill. It's just what it is. I have nobody to blame but my self. 

What's wrong man?

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2 hours ago, Devin said:

What's wrong man?

Don't know what happened. Don't wanna share. Not at least right now. 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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On 24/01/2024 at 5:19 PM, Buck Edwards said:

A couple of drinks to chill me dear. 

I remember when I was a kid, my dad poured me a large tumbler of beer. It was an exciting moment. I was 7 years old. 

wtf

 

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If you dont understand, you're not twisted enough.

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@Schizophonia I know right. Kinda fucked up drinking at that age. 

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How does it matter what I think? 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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I think I had too much to drink the past couple of days. It drove me bonkers. I lost my emotional balance and went over the edge. 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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Finding it hard to see beauty in life. 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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I want some stage red in my life. 

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I need to start healing myself. 

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The latest set of events have been a bit scary. 

 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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I can't blame anyone. 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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There are limitations in human life.. I should learn to integrate these limits 

 

 

 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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It's someone's birthday in my neighbors. 

They are screaming. 

 

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I wanna get laid with you. On a hot Sunday afternoon. I imagined having sex with you. It was passionate. I couldn't let go. Our bodies just rubbing against each other. I was just sleepy after that. I couldn't open my eyes. My eyes were fast shut. And I could faintly see your outline. I was drifting. Some random romantic song was playing in the background. I was dog tired. We shared a hot passionate kiss. I was so tired. It was pure bliss. My heart beats for you. I could barely keep my eyes open. Then we went for round 3 and 4. It lasted so long. Hours. We can't get enough of each other. 

I wish we could have sex everyday. Like that. Just wrapped around each other. I want to marry you and spend every waking minute of my life with you for the rest of my life. 

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You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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There is no heart left to break (anymore). 

 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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Forget about body, you even took your heart back. What did I get? 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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Secondary Soul. Pain body. 

Earth 

 

Earth = you have to be wiser. Just don't plan anything. Your strength matters. 

Me = I feel weak, dehydrated and depressed. It's an uphill battle. 

 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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What upsets me? 

 

 

 

 

 

Conrad Tulpa

 

 

 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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No idea why I suddenly wanted to drink beer. 

 

 

You should seek to transcend the limitations of the ego and the mind in order to experience a sense of unity with the universe or ultimate reality. You can do meditation,sef inquiry and contemplating for that. To recognize the underlying oneness that is believed to exist beyond the realm of dualistic perception.

 

 

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