Just journaling here

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If you let her go, you awake, come on do it. Let her go  

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She’s the last blocage between you and awakening

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Okay I feel lonely. I kind of deserve it but better feeling lonely than stuck

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Let Go of your « the good » image 

 

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It is false. Do something only a scumbag would do to prove yourself you are not the good guy

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You are not good nor bad

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Love is so painful. How can this be so sharp

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This universe is a treasure hunts and the treasure is truth. Enjoy Sherlock  

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I do not want to be needy with girls. When a girl is needy with me. It disgusts me so much. I won’t be the fruit of my disgust.

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Your emotions lie, you can do tremendous work whilst feeling like shiet.

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God is using the devil in people to wake you up. Keep your eyes open even when you interact with the greatest devils

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Holly fuck I enjoy riding within the matrix with my only goal as to wake everything up

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The notion of letting go is no black and white. Sometimes you let go of a thing and then God offer you that thing and you can enjoy it more because you let go before but the fact that you enjoy it shows you did not completely let go. If you were to completely let go of something. This thing would disappear from your reality but let’s be realist there are things we won’t be able to let go no matter the level of awakening we reach.

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Be flexible. There need to be a play between your inside and the outside world. Adapt ! When you need to ignore, ignore, when you need to let go, let go, when you need to confront, confront. Enjoy the game, master it. It is more than Awakening, it is Life.

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I tried to Awaken and I found Life.

I lived and I awoke.

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Just meditated 20minutes. When I release the tension in my eyes, the visual is more dream like and reality is oscillating as if it was moved by waves.

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It is gonna be so sad when I don’t need Leo anymore

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Life is completely fair. Each one gets the result of his own karma. Each universe is completely created by the one conscious of it.

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I need to be more rigorous with my diet ! I can feel it has a direct impact on my consciousness !!

I need to spend time to strategize it !!