Micro dosing 5MEOMALT, stored in Aloe gel Liquid water

[Fluran]

So, yeah, to experiment and enhance my overall life, i tried to microdose, most people use lsd or magic mushroom

 

But hell, 5meomalt is just too intense that even at lower dose it just makes me realise that i am god, even more than at higher doses

 

It just gives me bunch of insight that i am missing, practical insight

 

Even though 5meomalt is too intense for microdosing and productivity enhancement,i  gotta do it.

 

Also then reduce normal dose to monthly or bimonthly.

[Fluran]

This is by the way diluted in liquid form, i used aloe Gel. I wanted to experiment if it preserves substance very well

 

Less than 50mg is diluted in 7ml.

I took 0.3ml.

That must be 2mg~3mg.

 

[Fluran]

I feel that i got huge backlash at higher dose at the moment, i may get partly depressed after trip at higher dose.

 

At lower dose, it seems not so bad.

[OBEler]

@Fluran why Do you get depressed after higher dosis? 

 

[Fluran]

Just now, OBEler said:

@Fluran why Do you get depressed after higher dosis? 

 

Too intense, can not hold losing sense of reality, can not integrate them,

 

Well just too intense that it could be psychologically distressing me.

 

I felt seriously like that when i had highest doses 20mg and 23mg 

 

It was insightful, but it was too much to handle.

[OBEler]

@Fluran so days after the trip is over you get reactivations during the day where you " loose reality" ? 

[Fluran]

1 minute ago, OBEler said:

@Fluran so days after the trip is over you get reactivations during the day where you " loose reality" ? 

Not sure what you mean,

But i just have unhealthy life style that has to be de-reconstructed consistently, in this case i am convinced that i should do regular microdose each 3~4 days than a weekly normal dose.

[OBEler]

@Fluran @Fluran I mean can you feel negative psychological effects days after the trip is over? 

[Fluran]

5 hours ago, OBEler said:

@Fluran @Fluran I mean can you feel negative psychological effects days after the trip is over? 

Mmh nope, when its at highest dose maybe quite some fatigue and fucked up body muscle

Normally i get regret on trip because i realise that i havent been "loving", i forgot to love. As time passes, i fall asleep