Curing bpd(figuring it out)

[Preety_India]

Questionnaire about my boyfriend Reece. 

(giggling badly inside) 

Where does your boyfriend work? 

 

 

 

What does he do for a living? 

 

 

 

What does he usually eat or what's his favorite food? 

 

 

 

What does he do in his spare time? 

 

 

What do you like most about him? 

 

Is he good looking? 

 

 

What's his favorite hobby? 

 

 

Does he have pets? 

 

 

Does he smoke or drink? 

 

 

Does he do drugs? 

 

Is he into spirituality? 

 

What's his usual clothing? 

 

How will you describe his eyes? 

 

What part of his body you like the most? 

 

 

 

 

Edited May 7, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I will only trust those people who will regularly talk to me 

That's it. 

I can't trust anyone else 

 

I got massive trust issues. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

I wish Rebecca the best. She is probably the best woman in all of this drama surrounding my life. 

She came off as the best person in all of this and my admiration for her only grows stronger everyday. 

 

And the next person is Jim. They both give me hope for humanity 

As long as there are good people, I'll rest in peace. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Questionnaire about my boyfriend Reece. 

(giggling badly inside) 

Where does your boyfriend work? 

He works far away from his home. 

In a desert. 

 

 

What does he do for a living? 

Umm. He kills people. Lmao joking 

He works construction.. Umm. Hard job

 

 

What's his usual clothing? 

A black hoodie with a skull cap 

He wears cool 

 

 

What does he usually eat or what's his favorite food? 

Pizza, sandwich... Whatever lol. He doesn't get fat. 

 

 

What does he do in his spare time? 

He likes playing guitar. He likes reading. He likes riding his bike. He likes poetry. 

 

What do you like most about him? 

That he is obsessed with me. He is stalkerish, eh bit. He began stalking me the day I met him. I know that's weird. But he would write  insane letters to me. And I would ignore them. But over time, I felt like, why not, what's bad. 

 

 

Is he good looking? 

He looks like a stalkerish devil. He has no eyebrows. 

 

 

What's his favorite hobby?

Preaching me 24/7....not even joking 

 

 

Does he have pets? 

Yup. The ones he stole from me. 

 

 

 

Edited May 7, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Questionnaire about my boyfriend Reece. 

 

(giggling badly inside) 

 

 

Does he smoke or drink? 

Nope. 

 

 

 

 

Does he do drugs? 

Nope. Not at all. 

 

 

Is he into spirituality? 

He is into Satanism. 

 

 

What's his usual clothing? 

Hoodie with skull designs 

I love them hoodies on him. Too sweet. 

 

How will you describe his eyes? 

His eyes are hazel green. Snake snake snake

A snake that stole my heart. 

 

 

What part of his body you like the most? 

His lips when he kisses me, they contort unusually like a hunter. 

 

 

 

 

I dedicate my life to Reece 

 

[Preety_India]

I love you Reece. You are the only one for me. Yes you. After so long..... It's you. 

You are the one I'm forever in love with. 

The Satan sent you to heal me of my wounds. 

 

[Preety_India]

Joseph, you took advantage of an innocent naive girl who fell in your trap of love and systematically exploited her for 3 years. Your karma won't be wiped away that easily. 

You gave me several wounds that I'm yet to heal from. 

 

 

 

 

 

Only those can hurt  us the most who we loved the most 

 

 

 

Edited May 7, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

My love for white men has been successfully restored after I met Reece. 

Joseph, you're the worst white guy I ever dated and also the first. You actually made me hate all white men instantly. Your super abusive nature. 

You gave me a very bad impression of white men. 

You're like the lowest rung on the white men ladder, a typical trailer trash kind of a guy, and because of you, I used you to generalize all white men, my bad. Then I realized that I could actually climb this ladder and meet better men. But every time I took one step higher on this ladder, you would act like a jealous freak and freak out at me for choosing good men, you abusive asshole. 

After you, the kind of white men I met, it made me think why didn't I  meet them before. 

My faith in white men is restored once again. 

I love my bf Reece. 

He is perfect. He reminds me of the blue collar worker guy (like my dad) I always wanted to meet and spend the rest of my life with. 

Reece works in construction. 

He is exactly the stereotype of my dad. The blue collar guy. The kind of guy I always wanted. 

He is mine. 

And Joseph, you can't separate me from Reece. 

I wish you peace Joseph, now go to hell. 

(white guys can be awesome like these) 

 

 

Edited May 7, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I don't care Joseph, even if you become the next big thing, even if you became the President of the United States, or the greatest musician in the world, I will never love you or come back to you ever ever ever ever. 

You can't torture me. 

I love who I love. And that will never be you. 

You know that I have bpd and I rarely reject people. So imagine me rejecting someone, he gotta be the lowest. You get nothing but disdain and contempt from me

 

You are forever rejected. 

I will never love you and you will never hold any value in my eyes

 

In my eyes, you are not a man and will never be. 

 

You always invented new ways to hurt me. 

 

But in the end......Guess what... I'm the winner 

 

And I'll win and I'll survive 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I love Reece to death. 

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I feel like he is penetrating me. I want this 

 

 

 

 

 

Joseph can never hurt you Babloo/Preety. 

It's you and Reece forever. Enjoy!!!!! 

 

You are free from Joseph forever..... Forever....... 

 

 

 

I feel like Reece fucked me and completed me 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited May 7, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

 

 

MAY 5 2020...

 

[Preety_India]

My liberation lies with my lover. 

My karma lies with my lover 

My healing lies with my lover 

My freedom lies with my lover 

My salvation lies with my lover

My hope lies with my lover 

My sunshine lies with my lover 

My body /vagina lies with my lover 

My mind lies with my lover

My passion lies with my lover 

My work lies with my lover 

My spirituality lies with my lover 

My peace lies with my lover 

 

 

Edited May 7, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Today Joseph created another account and gave me a death threat again 

I blocked that account. 

He told me to watch my back 

 

 

I. Don't five a fuxk

. JuT go. 

 

He can't do sjjot to me, pathetic cowad. D

 

I'm strongd. I wi do. Better. 

[Preety_India]

Hmm. Listening. 

 

[Preety_India]

Bpd onion personality

First uncover this onion. 

 

One layer 

They are angry - 

Reasons - they suspect something about you or they secretly feel emotional distance from you. 

Time to start petting them and get rid of this distance whether perceived or real. 

 

 

One layer 

They are acting defensive 

 

One  layer 

They are giving you silent treatment 

 

 

 

One layer 

They are acting sweet 

 

 

They are genuinely acting sweet 

 

 

One layer 

They are 

One layer 

 

 

One layer 

 

One layer 

 

One layer