Giga Healing

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I'll call it giga healing. Going to the root root root

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Giga healing will deal with inner organic healing right from the root. 

It's about cultivating love to heal deeply from inside. Inner child trauma work as well for those that feel unloved and for those who want organic healing. 

 

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“Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it.” — Steve Jobs

 

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The dimension of the psychic plate increases with the increase in the number of propensities. The power of self-expression remains confined to the instinctive desires of self-preservation and procreation in the most underdeveloped organisms. But with the widening of the psychic horizon, this power goes on increasing and finally finds the highest expression in the form of human beings.

 

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“Everybody wants to be famous, but nobody wants to do the work. I live by that. You grind hard so you can play hard. At the end of the day, you put all the work in, and eventually it’ll pay off. It could be in a year, it could be in 30 years. Eventually, your hard work will pay off.” — Kevin Hart

 

 

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Woke up feeling like shit. 

Much worse. 

I don't like anything. 

I just don't feel okay. 

I feel very abandoned and discarded. 

I will never put myself in such a situation ever again. 

Never trust a man again. 

I feel traumatized. 

My imagination about a man is more than enough. No real man. 

It affects me. 

I feel like I was gamed. 

 

 

I don't know why I had Russia in my dreams. Just no idea. 

It was like don't be with Russia because of the war. 

Don't associate yourself with something that you don't wish to be a part of. 

The dream was sort of prophetic. 

I think it was Significant to something important in my life. 

Yes in the dream I was meditating for hours.. 

 

 

Life is tough. And life is difficult. I didn't know life would be so difficult. 

My interest in life is waning. My hopes shattered. 

I just feel like we are born to be wasted on the alter of life 

As children we don't know much, we come into this world completely clueless. 

It's one of the reasons why I never wanted to be a mom 

To bring children into this world and then create disappointment for them 

What's the point? 

Life is one long boring hell. 

I had realized this long ago. 

Am i slowly becoming more cynical? 

I don't know. 

I just feel lonely. 

But I am not going to be some miserable creepy person just because I'm lonely the way other lonely people do. I will stick to a plan. I will do what's best for me. 

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Finding courage in difficult times is very difficult. 

Wherever you go, you feel like all roads are blocked. 

There is a general feeling of anxiety that life will just pass by. 

And it will be too late to do anything about it 

 

 

 

 

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I constantly hear sirens outside my building. 

The feeling of the sound of sirens is not a good feeling. Feels like either someone is dead or dying. 

Imagine loud ambulance sirens through a busy city street. That's what I see outside now. 

 

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I have had courage for so long. I struggled so much. Yet I persevered. 

I went through endless frustration and anxiety.

Now they say there will be a 4th Covid wave in June. 

I'm kinda fed up with the world 

Will the world ever come to peace? 

All these things are slowly taking me inward. 

 

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God is always trying to create the best out of your life within your free will. 

Really God? 

 

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I constantly hear sirens outside my building 

 

The feeling of the sound of sirens is not a good feeling. Feels like either someone is dead or dying. 

Imagine loud ambulance sirens through a busy city street. That's what I see outside now. 

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I have had courage for so long. I struggled so much. Yet I persevered. 

I went through endless frustration and anxiety. 

Now they say there will be a 4th Covid wave in June. 

I'm kinda fed up with the world 

Will the world ever come to peace? 

All these things are slowly taking me inward. 

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God is always trying to create the best out of your life within your free will. 

 

 

Really God? 

 

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One part of Giga healing is to look within oneself.

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Today is an especially sad and depressing day for me. 

All the sadness of humanity suddenly bundled into one. 

Around me there is only silence and suffering. 

Sometimes my body just gives up. 

My eyes observe all the pain inside me. 

I threw up in the morning when I woke up 

Sometimes my dreams are some sort of a distress signal. 

I have a child like heart and I don't know how to bury it. 

Where should I go? What should I do? What is my fault? 

My only fault is that I was born in this world against my will. 

If I was given an option to decide to come into this world after seeing all the misery, I would have opted out of being born. Not here. Not in this world. No I don't want this world. It's a terrible place of coldness and anxiety. Too many innocent people die in this world everyday because they don't know what to do. 

I don't know either. 

Maybe my heart wants to live, but not this way 

I'm sick of living a life I never wanted. 

In that respect life is one huge cult that you're trapped in. 

 

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A structure can change significantly. 

I'm not the same me. 

I have a giving heart, a giving hand. 

But it will take time for me to return to my original self. 

 

I have been injured deeply emotionally and it takes time to heal. 

The good news is that i won't be hurt over and over anymore. 

I will find my way through on my own. 

 

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For organic healing to take place, you have to look deep inside. 

What is hurting deeply? 

A lack of love? 

I have a term in mind. 

This term means that there is always a part of us that is more humane, that is more centered, that is more in tune with natural laws. I'll call it Emanescence. This word doesn't exist in the dictionary. 

What does Emanescence really mean? 

It means like attracts like. It means giga healing can work on anyone who is fundamentally the same. 

What it means is that we are at the fundamental level the same. 

It's just that we differ in so many other ways. 

But those who are similar on a psychical level will get along with each other because they will understand each other. 

That is God is present within us on the fundamental level. 

What are examples of Emanescence? 

                        

What are examples of Emanescence? 

One example can be when we do acts of kindness. 

Another can be looking for a deep connection 

One can be wanting to live a simple life of home hearth, love and peace with a white picket fence. 

One can be where we attract those who think and live similar to us. 

One example can be that they have the same inner child needs that we do. 

So when i connect to God, do I connect with this emanescence? 

What is the characteristic significance of this emanescence? 

One significance is that it will bring peace to the world. Because people who have it in them will be less likely to hurt others. These won't be perfect people by any means. They will have imperfections too, it's just that their inner emanescence will overpower their other flaws and they would have the same hunger for God as you do. 

Imagine a magnetic surface that tends to attract. Imagine this surface as being inserted into all our bodies. Now some people will have a bigger chip so they tend to attract more. Some people will have a smaller Chip. There will be some who don't have this chip at all. 

But those who are inserted with this Chip will have similar needs and wants and will come to similar conclusions. 

This is similar to the concept of the Deeper self. 

Emanescent people will always look for the absolute. They will be God seeking types.

 

 

                      

There is a saying that goes - the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. 

Emanescent people will likely produce other emanescent people. 

I have previously discussed the concepts of Romanness and Divinity. 

If you want Emanescent people in your life, then they won't come by looking for them. They will only come by accident and coincidence. 

Notice that this quality is not permanent 

Like all other things it can even disappear. 

It will be sad to see such people change. 

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But wherever Emanscence exists, God will exist 

But God is automatically attracted to what attracts God. 

These are difficult things to understand.. 

Romanness is a great quality no doubt. 

Divinity is about divine beauty and having a fundamental divine nature. In tune with the universe. Such people have divine qualities. 

Difference between Divinity, Romanness and Emanescence? 

Romanness is a very stoic human quality. The entire arsenal of such traits and qualities. Great to have. The person is by no means a cheap shallow person. But these are human qualities. These are masculine qualities too. Most of them at least. 

A Roman might be truthful but incapable of giving love. That's what I meant. 

The divine qualities are a bit feminine. They do support Romanness but they are not technically into all that stuff. Divine qualities deal with mostly giving and growing. 

For example if a person is high in psychic intelligence, I wouldn't call it a human quality because most humans are low in psychic intelligence. Very few humans are high in psychic intelligence..

So people who possess such intelligence are more close to the divine than those who do not. 

 

                      

 

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Difference between Divinity, Romanness and Emanescence? 

For example in my own family there are examples. 

My mom has more Romanness in her and I appreciate her candor and honesty but I can't call her a divine person. 

There is more divinity in me than my mother. I tend to be more charitable than her. 

Thus I exhibit divinity and she exhibits Romanness. Both are needed and both are good. 

Are both equally important? 

In a way yes. She compensates where I lack, I compensate where she lacks.

But Romanness is an earth quality 

In order to understand and grasp things of the spiritual kind, we will need to understand the fundamental aspects of earth and heaven. 

Some things are of earth. Other are of heaven. 

Here I  will make two essential distinctions. 

One is Earth. Other is Aether or Ether. 

One is earth-like and the other is ether-like or Ethereal. 

Romanness looks great on earth. (I have previously talked about the Roman and the Christian.) 

Romanness is great on earth. It's great in battle. But it's not great for writing poetry. The Roman soldier will mock the Poet. 

He will find the poet weak and feeble, Jesus-y and too kind or feminine 

In the Roman, there is godliness too but of a different kind. 

The Roman will find the poet too spiritual and hence too effiminate 

This kind of effiminate poetic gentleness will look too impractical for the Roman. The Roman believes in Manhood, in getting things done and leading the way through power but forgets that the divine order does not lead by power but by faith. 

Now important distinctions —

Would you like to have a Roman authority? 

Well. All absolute authority is Roman authority because Roman is authoritarian by its very nature.. 

 

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Difference between Divinity, Romanness and Emanescence? 

I described how Roman is authoritarian by very nature. 

What does this mean? 

The poet is exhibiting divine qualities but this the Roman cannot grasp or understand. It's outside his experience and comprehension. 

Do we need a Roman authority? 

Yes on earth. Absolutely. We wouldn't go far without the Romans. 

The Roman is less likely to commit crime or corruption and we need such authority that acts fair and non corrupt. After all somebody is needed to lead. The Roman is fit for this job. 

Now the Roman does not realize one thing. That even the poet is Roman. The only difference being that the poet is the Roman of the Aether and the Roman is the Roman of the earth. 

It's like Abdullah of the Land and Abdullah of the Sea. 

Two different things. But same role. Doppelgänger. Double Role. 

The Roman of the Earth is Valiant, brave, truthful, power seizing, just and fair and is needed to bring  justice and order and kill the butcher.

The Roman of the Aether is just someone who wants divine order, not earth order. They want divinity on earth. 

Who wins? 

This is difficult to tell.. Since the earth belongs to cheapsters anyway, both will suffer intensely. Since the Roman believes in truth, he will suffer trial and tribulations. He will bleed to death but in Valor. Since the poet talks about divinity, he will be cast into anonymity and harassed and tortured, his resilience tested endlessly, his kindness taken advantage of, constantly attacked by psychic forces and then finally hung on the cross, isolated, shamed, spat on. 

He will be called the INRI Iesus Nazarenus, Rex Iudaeorum, or the king of the Jews and mocked. And his bones spread to ashes. 

Although he did not want to be the King of the Jews, there will be conspiracy to make a mockery of his message in the Synagogue. 

He never claimed anything. But such titles will be projected on him. Everything he does will be taken egoically. 

History repeats itself and will repeat forever in every Yuga. 

In every place town or city, a poet is born and then burned and dead. 

The messages of the INRI will be thrown away. 

Thus the earth will be in chaos again and divinity will never return 

The hypocrites of the synagogues who wanted a corrupt system of material pleasures will rule the planet once again. 

Romanness and Divinity will be at constant war which the devil will take advantage of. 

A fight between two brothers is always good for the enemy, right? 

What is the solution? 

The solution is that the brothers should stop fighting, unite and honor each other's differences. 

The poet's job is to spread peace, love and divine beauty and happiness. 

The Roman's job is to sit in the Ivory tower and hold the sword and do justice and keep evil nasty conspirators at bay by threatening them and hold absolute power (non corrupt Power). 

This is the masculine and the feminine. The masculine is to protect the Empire. The feminine is to bring peace and divine love. Together there is harmony  and order. The pesky ones are also taken care of and put in their places and butchered for good because they are nothing but insects and pests that need pest control, they usually abound like weed in an unkempt garden 

As soon as the Roman loses authority, thy will not be done 

The pesky ones seize the poet and hang him immediately. 

In the absence of male protection, all females are dead and raped. All order gone.. 

This system then degenerates. 

This is often witnessed in war where women are raped in large numbers and then butchered by butchers. The males who were unable to protect women bleed to death too. 

Peace is restored once a Roman comes to power again and pest control begins. 

 

               

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Well Julius Caesar is definitely not coming back to earth, that's for sure. Hail Caesar and RIP. And even Jesus ain't coming either. So the weed will continue to grow. Basically we are in decadence, the final chapter of the Hindu Calendar, the great Kali Yug. 

We are living in times that are very lame to say the least. No drama. No Roman victories. No fireworks. No Renaissance. Just deterioration.

Suck it up. 

We will be witnessing more decaying and loathing and hypocrisy. 

Imagine Harvey Weinstein and Jeffrey Epstein and the likes of them. 

We will see war, we are already seeing by the way. 

And what was the point of this stupid Russian Ukrainian war again? 

Answer - nothing but ignorance. 

We will see inflation. 

Umm. I guess prices in my country are already high. 

Hmm. 

So everything is basically turning to nothing and everything is going to shit. Good job lol. 

There is saying that goes - "this is why we can't have nice things." 

 

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Difference between Divinity, Romanness and Emanescence

 

What is Emanescence then? 

It's the quality of having spiritual and absolute needs. 

You're open, frank and innocent. 

Even God cannot question or punish you. 

I have talked about this distinction between deeper selves, outer selves, organic ones, inorganic ones. 

 

So we have the holy trinity now. I won't discount Romanness but it's mostly about the material world. 

Divinity is of the spiritual world, it's just the feminine version of Romanness. 

And lastly emanscence. The absolute part of our inner nature. 

Those who are emanescent are innocent and attract divinity. 

The emanescent honors the Roman yet it is gracious towards the divine. 

The Emanescent has a devotional quality and is as needy and innocent as children. 

The Emanescent attracts God and godliness. It has innate needs. 

All emanscent beings share 3 requisites - either a part of them is Roman 

Or a part of them is the divine poet 

And the most important is that they are innocent and child - like and are needy. They are vulnerable. 

The Roman is the Roman of the earth. 

Whereas the poet is the Roman of the skies. 

But both are Romans. Even if the poet is not marching to victory in battle, the poet still writes the truth in his poems. 

So this is the key. 

The Roman of the earth is more concerned about relative truths. Whereas the Roman of the skies the poet is more concerned about absolute truths. 

But both are concerned with truths. 

Therefore both are Roman. 

But there is a crucial difference. 

The Romanness of the earth attracts goodness, goodwill and keeps evil and unfairness in check. 

The Romanness of the skies attracts divinity and thus keeps evil and unfairness in check. 

Attracting divinity is of a higher value or importance in comparison to attracting common good. 

Empathy is valued higher than common happiness. 

Example from the Roman perspective, is that empathy is not afforded to criminals and for good reason. 

But from the divinity perspective, empathy is afforded even to criminals to understand them better. 

This is where the Roman and divinity perspective differ. However these perspectives have to be carefully balanced and calibrated to avoid devilry of any form. Punishment should not mean harm to the innocent and empathy should not mean damage to the vulnerable. 

What is emanscence then? 

Emanscence is a virtue present in slight quantities and varying quantities in all emanescent people. 

It means the craving for God and Godhood or Godness. 

How does an emanscent person corelate to Romanness and Divinity? 

The Emanescent understands the Roman as well as the Divine. He doesn't reject either. In him you see reflections of both the Roman and the Divine. The Emanscent accepts Roman authority. Yet he doesn't deny the virtuousness of the Divine. 

The Emanescent craves for both the Roman of the Earth and the Roman of the skies. 

The only thing that the Emanescent doesn't like is Godlessness. 

It's simple. 

The Emanescent is someone with a pure heart. In this pure heart, both good and bad arise with the possibility of understanding for each. The pure heart doesn't look to deceive. The pure heart at its purest base wants zero authority and zero evil, just pure freedom and love and connection. 

                      

 

 

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Now I'm getting more categories in mind. 

The other aspect is the un-Emanescent people. 

They don't follow Roman ethics nor do they follow divine ethics. The only thing they follow is greed. These are the ignoble. The dastards. They enable transgression.

Their God is neither God(divine) nor the Roman. Their God is greed. They don't go by principle but simply personal interest. 

Transgressors. Those who come on property to claim it. Those who show aggression. Those who weaken the system. Those who prey. These are destructive elements, spawn of Satan. Their God is immorality and decadence. They are the ones who put the Christ on the cross and laughed and mocked and spat on divine virtue. They are without mercy. They destroy anything and everything that is good and spread filth everywhere. They are anti-god, they are anti-roman, they are anti-divine. Another name for these is Diluvians. They spread like weed all over the garden. They come like a deluge and flood the place with monstrosity, decaying and degradation of morals. They take over and turn everything to pieces and ash. They feed on the misery of the feeble and the suffering, they are happy to see the good being destroyed. They love the misery of others. They come from the lake of poison and they are full of toxins. They toxify the system. 

There are also those who are strong and fit and not vulnerable. They are blessed and incorruptible. They are  protected and gifted. They do not need any help or saving. They are automatically protected from the transgressors. They are emanescent to a certain degree but they can't be categorized as emanescent. 

 

Now the categories are clear 

The Diluvians /transgressors 

The Romans

The Divinity (the humanitarians) the Samaritans. 

The ignobles - the enablers. They are responsible for putting Christ on the Cross. 

The Emanescent 

The Galatians - they are strong and blessed, protected and not vulnerable. They live by code. They accept both Roman and Divine. However they don't need anything to get by in life. They survive. They are already rewarded. They don't struggle. 

The Emanescent struggle to become like Galatians. 

There are different types of Emanescent people. These are also devotional. 

 

Symbols 

Triskele or eagle for Romans 

Emanescent by butterfly

Divinity by Lady holding torch, statue of liberty. 

 

 

 

Edited March 29, 2022 by Preety_India