at_anchor

I feel like a cheater for wanting to go to church

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7 hours ago, trenton said:

@at_anchor

I have been considering the same thing myself.  I don't want to walk around with a SD blue shadow by judging things rather than understanding them.  I end up lost in a relativistic nihilism in which I have no sense of purpose at all.  It is important to address this sort of hang up somehow.

One of my greatest fears is the loss of individuality through a false sense of purpose and conformity.  This worsens my social skills and sense of belonging.  Currently, I don't feel like I belong anywhere and this doesn't help me find a life purpose.

 

Not knowing where you belong is a GREAT THING. You are currently engaged in a process called individuation. You are currently either being called or are on a journey of adventure!!

Check this out. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Individuation

Edited by Razard86

You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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