The Script

[ivankiss]

Italy could be the perfect WR. No doubt about it.

In theory, it seems dreamy. But I'm not sure how practical it is. I must do some calculations. Give it a few more thoughts. Look at it from a few more angles.

A deep sense of peace, safety and comfort.

[ivankiss]

These accelerations are getting ridiculous now. The shifts and jumps are so obvious, it's crazy. That is; if I was to compere. And if there was anything to be compared.

I cannot even begin to imagine how stupid good things will get once I reach my DR.

 

[ivankiss]

BUTTERFLIES AND HURRICANES

Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead

Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now 

Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead

Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now

Don't let yourself down
Don't let yourself go

Your last chance has arrived
Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now 

[ivankiss]

SONG OF I

I'm truly sorry but
This is my addiction
You're deep in my system
In my system

I gave it all up
I gave it up to show you that I care
To show you that I could
But don't you ever ask me to give up you

I gave up all the late nights
I gave up hunting bars
I gave up all the drinking
And trashing all the cars
I gave it all up

I gave up all the gambling
I gave up picking fights
I gave up saying sorry
I gave up being polite
I gave it up
I gave it all up

I gave it up
You are mine
I gave it all up

I gave it up
You're in mind
I gave it up

I gave it up
I gave it all up

I gave it up
I gave it all up

I gave it up
You're in mind
I gave it up

I gave it up
You're in mind
I gave it up

T'es sous le sable
T'es dans l'eau
I gave it up
Gave it up
J'abandonne
You're in mind

You're in, you're in mind
I gave it up
You're in mind
You're in mind

[ivankiss]

Meditation at 72bpm. Theta waves.

Heart-rate already synchronized with the tempo.

Breathing nice and deep, with easy. The pathway is clear. Mind, heart and gut aligned, connected.

[ivankiss]

Doing a few rounds with a ratio of 1:2, for extra deep relaxation.

[ivankiss]

High is the way, but all eyes are upon the ground
You are the light and the way that they'll only read about

[ivankiss]

A STRANGER

Cast the calming apple
Up and over satellites
To draw out the timid wild one
To convince you it's alright

And I listen for the whisper
Of your sweet insanity
While I formulate denials
Of your affect on me

You're a stranger
So what do I care
You vanish today
Not the first time I hear
All the lies

What am I to do with all this silence

Shy away, shy away phantom
Run away terrified child
Won't you move away you fucking tornado
I'm better off without you
Tearing my will down

[ivankiss]

Oh Dear God... Them feels. I think I just entered a super-state. I can experience two or more seemingly opposite realities at once. I can feel the deepest sadness of The Universe, and simultaneously be totally blissed out and drunk on Love.

It is mind-blowing - to say the least.

Italy is fucking incredible. It is reminding me a lot of the times I've spent in Portugal/Spain. Very similar vibes. I am absolutely loving it.

There are sacrifices that need to be made, if I wish to move here. But something tells me; it would be fucking worth it.

[ivankiss]

NEBULOUS

You're the only one
Who can save what remains
Give us one more sign
You're the only one
Who cannot be insane
Watching through your eyes

Turn the night into day
Hear our echoes
You must give yourself away
To leave us and go

All is coming true
Nothing cannot be lost
Come to our rescue
Come to deliver us

Turn the night into day
Hear our echoes
You must give yourself away
To leave us and go

You're the only one
Who can save what remains
Watching through you eyes
We can all see the main

Turn the night into day
Hear our echoes
You must give yourself away
To leave us and go

You're the only one
Who can save what remains
Give us one more sign

[ivankiss]

Significant shift in baseline since I arrived here. I feel grounded. At peace. I'm sitting on the balcony, gazing at the stars. There is romance in the air.

The excitement is huge, but somehow, it's tamed and not too all over the place. It's not pulling me out of myself.

There is a sense of balance. Harmony. Unity. There is also diversity, and the opportunity for it to shine bright. There is deeper wisdom behind my every step now. The jump is just enough significant for it to be clear:

As never before - I am now.

[ivankiss]

I'm feeling so incredibly lucky lately, that I'm definitely buying a lottery ticket one of these days.

[ivankiss]

POINT OF YOU

The sun
The moon
And the stars
They could never be bigger
Any bigger than you are

It's all your point of view
Of you
You
It all comes back to you
You
It all comes back

When will you see the thing in you
That you find in me?
It all comes back to you
When?
When will you see the things in you
That you find in me?
One day you'll see

The sun
The moon
And the stars
They could never be bigger
Any bigger than you are

It's all your point of view
Of you
You
It all comes back to you
You
It all comes back

When will you see the thing in you
That you find in me?
It all comes back to you
When?
When will you see the things in you
That you find in me?
One day you'll see

An infinite cosmic dance
An atomic romance
A mystery hidden from view
A universe inside you
Within your fleeting glance
A vast and stunning expanse
Reveals the unspoken truth
The all-in-all inside you

When will you see the thing in you
That you find in me?
It all comes back to you
When?
When will you see the things in you
That you find in me?
One day you'll see the sun

[ivankiss]

The script for tomorrow looks something like this:

I'm having a wonderful breakfast and a nice cup of coffee, in the heart of the city. Then I'm getting a haircut, I tour the city some more, and explore my options regarding work here. Also; apartments.

The rest is unscripted.

[ivankiss]

Hypnosis meditation at 200bpm. Delta waves.

Affirmation, visualization, sub-coding.

Sleep.

 

[ivankiss]

Meditation while getting a haircut is the best. Plus, the hairdresser was cute as hell.

Feeling great, looking sharp. It's a beautiful day, full of opportunities. 

[ivankiss]

ROGUE

Wake up, move out
Do what you wanna do and never have a doubt about it
New day, new life
Claim everything you want to see if you've never been without it

New dawn
Isn't it beautiful
As you are beautiful

Remove, your veil
You hold onto the wisdom, you that woke the wave of contact
A blink, of an eye
Take a breath as if it's going to be your final moment

Its time you claimed it for your own
Even if it means going alone
The path less travelled will eventually lead you

New dawn
Isn't it beautiful
As you are beautiful

Within your means
Is what it means
Even if it means
To take it seriously
Seriously

Time you claimed it for your own
Even if it means going alone
The path less travelled will eventually lead you

Death in lies the wisdom of the mother
Through the eyes the essence of the father
To connect and in the single reflection
You raise the vibration that keeps you

Isn't it beautiful
As you are beautiful

[ivankiss]

Heaven is right here.

 

[ivankiss]

Mamma Mia! Che bella vita!

[ivankiss]

This might be a bit out there... but earlier I've been meditating by the sea, and I became aware of how/why I manifested Covid-19.

If that's true, I should also know how to end it. Let's see what happens.