Blocked off from deep insight

[Iksander]

Occasionally, during contemplation I get the sensation that I am on the verge of uncovering a deep truth. A sensation sweeps over me, some of my muscles contract and sometimes I begin shaking. The sensation then vanishes suddenly an  I feel a brief frustration. The feeling is similar to being close to orgasm and then  'losing it'. That's the best way I can describe it.

 

Every time this happens, I accept it but can't shake the intuition that I was close to a transformational discovery. If anybody has had this experience or managed to create a method in which they go through what seems to be an internal block to the insight, please respond I implore you!

Perhaps I am simply not ready for the insight yet.

 

 

[Goldzilla]

The answer is meditating for real, engaged with yourself. Shambahvi Mudra while listening to breath, tongue on the roof of paladar, mouth closed. 

[Iksander]

@Goldzilla Thankyou

[Nahm]

@Iksander

Reminded me of a very hilly three hundred miles per day bike ride I did a while back. People were just about dying going up these hills, most got off the bike and pushed it up. I dropped gears approaching the hill, and it was a breeze.

[Iksander]

@Nahm I got your point 

@cypres Not that I recall