Sex Diary

[ivankiss]

Alright, looks like I'm going out tonight.

J is working early in the morning tomorrow, so it would not be smart to hook up.

Looking forward to some action tonight. Let's see what happens.

[ivankiss]

Holy mother fucking shit!

Little dude's friend is drop dead gorgeous. Thin, petite, brunette, cute as fuck. Instant attraction. We were both surprised by how how hot other was - I'd say.

Man... it will be really, really hard not to make a move on her.

I only saw them for a few minutes now and then we split ways. I'm going home to take a shower n stuff, and then we're actually meeting for a drink.

Exciting!

[ivankiss]

No motherfucking way! This is not real life! This cannot be! I cannot believe this! Impossible!

It's just way too good!

The night was absolutely bonkers. I will sure as hell do a full report!

But...

The night is not over yet! 

Me and that incredibly hot chick had the best time ever in her car earlier. And we didn't even have sex. We sang to some fucking epic, heartfelt music. Massive, massive connection.

Srpkinja je, jebote! Šta?! Ozbiljno tebra?! 

Of course she's drop dead gorgeous. She's fucking Serbian! My fucking God! The Magic! The beauty! The everything!

She had to go somewhere, we exchanged numbers, and she said she might come over a bit later. 

I am nearly jumping out of my skin. But simultaneously; I've never been smoother. Never been more confident and on point. Never been more charismatic. Never been more magnetic. Never been more fun.

This is just getting ridiculous now, God!

[ivankiss]

If she indeed steps through my door tonight, there is just absolutely no way we're not having sex. Impossible.

The attraction is way too strong.

[ivankiss]

If she does not show up tonight, I'm 99.99% sure we'll end up hooking up on another occasion.

I've got the feeling this is a beginning of something very special. I will be referring to this girl here as 'Nn'. Since there is already a girl with that letter in the game lol.

Not gonna lie... massive crush 

[ivankiss]

Ovo smo pevali, jebote život! Na sav jeben glas! Da li je moguće ovo?! Mala je vrh!

I za svadbe, I za sa'rane!

[ivankiss]

I ovo, dabome! 

Ijaooo kakva scena brate slatki!

 

[ivankiss]

The wrong move here would be texting or calling her right away.

I told her I'll be definitely up till 5AM or so. Plenty of time left.

[ivankiss]

Scratch 'Nn'. It's stupid.

I will be referring to this girl here as 'Serbian beauty'. Much better.

So, Serbian beauty did not show up last night. It was too late. We were both tired. I don't feel disappointed or anything. I'm nearly on the top of my game here. Plenty of time. Plenty of options.

Another huge wrong move her would be chasing her. Or bombarding her with text.

Nope. Imma let things happen on their own.

I cannot doubt life's ability to surprise me, anymore.

[ivankiss]

I mean... this girl is just so damn hot and so damn my type, that I'd consider a relationship with her. Mainly because of her looks. And also; because of her blood.

I can tell she's pure fire. She lives fast and passionately.

But here's why I won't date her: 

I'd exclude all the other hot girls I could get some action with. I'd switch to a more calm, still, slow style of life. Which is not what I want now. 

Then, also, a huge red flag about this girl is that she hangs out so much with this little dude. And other dudes, too. She often sleeps over at his place. But they never have sex or anything like that. She's basically torturing the poor little guy. I observed their dynamic yesterday, and the dude's as friendzoned as it gets. So yeah... that's a big no. She also seems just a bit toxic and bitchy. But I can roll with that, definitely. Just no relationship.

From what this little dude told me; she's not looking for a relationship, either. Fuck buddies, only. She already has a dude she's fucking... as I have J. 

So things might take some time to unfold.

Or not. 

[ivankiss]

This girl is even more petite than J. Even more tiny, and delicate, and fragile. 

But I doubt her pussy is as tight as J's 

[ivankiss]

Ok, so, either all 3 of us are going out tonight again, or it's just me and little dude.

Dreamy.

[ivankiss]

Sweet baby jesus, I feel so damn good today! Imma dominate the night, hard!

[ivankiss]

And of course, this epic song comes up on the radio now: 

Fuckin' A!

[ivankiss]

And now this!

Fuck yeah, God! Fuck yeah!

[ivankiss]

Najvulgarnija misao dana:

'Sad te trošim svake nedelje'

[ivankiss]

Nikada nećeš znati
šta ću tebi značiti
ceo svoj život
ti ćeš mene uvek tražiti

Zatvori oči i u snove
mene vrati ti
jer kad si budna dobro znaš
da sasvim sama si

[ivankiss]

Šta bi dao da si na mom mjestu,
da te mrze a da ti se dive,
šta bi dao…

Šta bi dao za veliku gestu
mjesto svoga da tvoj život žive,
šta bi dao …

Ti budi srećan sad
što si preko puta,
ti što nas strašni let
nad provalijom dijeli,
jer ovo je mojih pet minuta
a pred tobom stoji život cijeli.

Šta bi dao da možeš ovako
dići ruke, a puk da te slijedi,
šta bi dao…

Da l bi i ti u svom srcu plako
kao što se moje srce ledi,
da l bi i ti…

[ivankiss]

Again, I'm wearing all black. Show time.

[ivankiss]

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