All Day I Dream About Sex

[ivankiss]

Thanks guys. I really appreciate it.

As I said; I'm pretty sure this is just a phase. At this very moment; I don't feel like I desire sex. I am transcendent. Having sex now would actually lower my frequency.

Right now; I cannot identify with my original post. It seems so distant.

That being said; I have been inquiring quite a lot since then. I don't really seek for a reason, or cause. I don't really care why I feel the way I do. It simply comes to what I choose to do with it. How I choose to express it.

Sex is obviously amazing. I don't see a reason why I should not pursue it - if it feels right at the time. However; being a slave to your urges is another thing. I don't think I am, overall. Maybe I felt that way for a few brief moments, but it was just a short disturbance.

I feel empowered now. In charge of my shit. My sexual life included. This is not just about sex to me. There is a lot that I'm learning and integrating by pursuing sex. I'm not just mindlessly chasing tail.

So yeah. In short; life is good. I'm young, attractive and live in a vibrant city, full of young, attractive people. Shying away from this experience would be the wrong choice. No doubt about it.

[diamondpenguin]

I jerk off to gay porn at least twice a day. When I get the urge I just squeeze one out to forget about it and get back to business. It feels great. 

Edited June 27, 2021 by diamondpenguin