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If there is corruption in my heart, aaaak tells me to speak the truth. To not manipulate. 

He tells me to come with a clear heart. This is a pure masculine God

He cares for nothing but the truth 

 

 


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I'm still sitting and thinking of aaaak. 

Will add more here. 

I feel like I'm not getting sufficient visions about aaaak. 


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Aaaak stares you into your eyes.  Directly. 

Aaaak doesn't care about your manipulations. 

 


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What does aaaak really value?

Aaaak values high integrity, morality, pure intentions, sincerity, truthfulness, love, compassion,  honesty, virtue, determination. 

Aaaak wants to remind me to always look at truth and never betray one's conscience.. 

Aaaak punishes bad karma. He rewards good behaviour or truthful behavior.  He protects the innocent and goes after perpetrators. Aaaak turns a dear ear to liars. He will easily call out someone's bullshit.  He will look straight through your soul. Aaaak maintains peace and order. 

 

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The thing about aaaak is that he really puts you through a lot of shit tests. 

If Satan has his way of testing your goodness and strength and determination, then Aaaak has his own way of being savage and test your truthfulness and sincerity. 

He tests your rigor and devotion for truth. 

 

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In order to get aaaak's vibe,  I need to do facial reconstruction of aaaak to get an exact understanding of his expressions and vibe and general demeanor.. 

Off I go. 

 


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So I just finished the facial reconstruction for aaaak and this is the face I created for him. 

 

 

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In my mind this is how ☚??  aaaak should look. A sinister expression on the face. 

 


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The best thing about aaaak is that absolutely nothing escapes him and he fears no one. You cannot criticize because he cannot be criticized since he is not in human form. He is ageless, timeless, fearless and eternal. Just eternal truth shining solemnly. No glamour nothing  

He stands there fearlessly as a witness to whatever is going on without judgement letting you do as you wish. 

He doesn't wish to interrupt what you're doing although he can If he wants to. He is a force, that is greater than any force of nature. He can break the mountains, cause a hailstorm, blow up your plans,  but instead he chooses to watch what you are doing. 

This does not mean that aaaak does not have any power.  He does. 

But he chooses to use it to punish who sin, protect the weak and helpless, teach lessons to those who break rules. He is not phased by what you think or say about him. Because in no way will you ever be able to hurt him, his power is such,  its like hitting on a hard rock, no wind rain, fire or force can destroy this enormous power, the rock won't break and so no evil can ever hurt the indestructible. 

However he does get hurt when he sees the innocent suffering, the gullible dying, the weak trembling. And he wants to protect those who come to him for help. His eyes are kind. He does not babysit you or speak sweet words but He speaks wise words that will liberate you from your pain and show you the way towards eternal growth and sanity. He will point to what's necessary for you, what's good for you and what's right for you. He will help you with your struggles. He will rescue you where you fall. He will conquer the Beast before the beast can touch you. 

 

 

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His judgement is sharp. 


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So aaaak doesn't judge you when you do things but only on the day of judgement. 

He knows you inside out. He doesn't know what you are going to do in future  or what the future holds but future circumstances have little impact on him, neither past, present or future can impact him and so he doesn't need to worry about that.. 

But he knows your past and he sees through your soul and so he is aware who you are and what your about.. 

You can't escape his eternal ever present gaze. You can't escape his sharp eye. He has a bird's eye view of everything. 

You can't escape his watch. He knows exactly what youre doing, as though everything of you, both inside and out is fully visible to him. He knows who is a friend and who is a foe. Whatever you're doing is visible to him, nothing can ever escape, in a way he is like an invisible police.. 

 


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I think aaaak is helping me grow tremendously. 

 


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Focus only Leo and work 

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I want to live in the shadow of aaaak. 

The destroyer of bad worlds. 

The creator of Hope. 

 

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I feel much better thinking about aaaak now. 


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When I went to bed, aaaak told me this

You should have the responsibility to understand others. 

 


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Aaaak values effort. 

So if I'm working hard, he values that. 

 


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Prayer to aaaak 

Help me. Protect me. 

Keep me closer to your spirit. 

I feel persecuted in this world.

I want to feel free. 

I don't know the direction 

Show me the path 

Lead me in the direction. 

I search for your soul 

I'm famished. Without love or hope or direction. 

Without meaning or purpose 

Without fulfilment 

My spirit in discontent 

I wander aimlessly 

Show me where I can find you and become one 

With the holy spirit 

 


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I love this Hindi song. 

It reflects so much of my emotions. 

And it's such a spiritual song. 

 


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I sense a feeling of humility in this face. 

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