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I often ask what are the 3 roles that I want to play 

And this morning I had three fictitious characters in my mind. 

 

A graffiti girl 

A bikers girl 

And a tough guy/ good guy 's assistant 

 


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So here how I'm visualizing the characters in my head. 

First the biker guy

 

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Second the tough guy 

 

 

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The good guy 

 

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And the graffiti girl 

 

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I'll need to name these characters 

 

The biker's girl is Beth 

 

The good guy's assistant is lizzy

The tough guys assistant is Jovie

 

The graffiti girl is Cassia

 

I want to elaborate on these roles based on my creative imagination. 

 

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Meta love or noble love 

Oxytocin love 

Sexual or primal love 

 

I don't think a man or a woman's life is limited to one love. 

There are 3 forms of families. 

One is the birth family 

One is the love family 

One is the soul family 

 

Soul family consists of people who generally support each other. Support you. 

People who deeply care about you. But these are dummies because they don't change in their forms of love across the board.. Their love is pretty much one dimensional

The birth family is the family in which you're born. Here you create important blood relationships. Obviously these relationships is where you expect the highest form of love. 

 

The love family is where you experience all kinds of love. 

 

 

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Good guy looks almost the same as my best friend from Highschool.xD

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He must be good then :D

 


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Hardly ,half of my class were hooligans and he knew he looked good so.....

We only had one nerd in class but he signed ninjitsu at first we laughed later we didn't didn't.I always say smart mofos.

what you gonna do throw shurikens at us? xD

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Then you must be the most handsome lad in the class

 

 

 


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No I wasn't .At the time was skinny and yeah beautiful face but not even close,not most popular.... some good middle I guess.Despite my parent being how they were.Only guy who was going there without pocket money for example.They had it higher middle class they wasn't poor.

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Even that beautiful guy came from fucked up family too.We had one neo nazi who would beat up  gipsies every week ,his father lost legs in war.All brilliant and all extremly smart yet Hahahahaha

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I'm feeling much better now. Jumping with joy. 

Yooohooo 

 


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The current love life 

 

 

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The potential love life 

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It covers the entire area of the love circle. However current love life of humans is too limited and covers only a small area within the whole potential love life area.. The area is too big. We have enough room for more love. Our love needs are extensive. Most of these needs are unmet as this area is never covered beyond  a small area of boyfriend /husband/wife/girlfriend.. 

However our needs are much higher and spread out. We only achieve 10% of this area of fulfillment. But 90% of this room or circle or space is left unfulfilled  

It's like the body needs all the vitamins and you're only supplying the body with vitamin A. 

That's not going to work.. 

That's we are unfulfilled. This can also be applied to life. 

Who can satisfy these needs?

A variety of lovers. 

Sexual lovers. 

Emotional lovers 

Noble or Meta lovers 

We need these 3 categories of lovers. 

In each category we have different version and models depending on our fetishes and fantasies. 

For example I can have the following versions in the sexual category 

BDSM oriented lover

Rape fantasy lover

Domineering sexual love 

Affectionate sexual love 

Conquering type of sexual love 

Tantric type of sexual love 

There are too many sexual styles and sexual chemistries. 

Similarly there are versions for both Emotional and Meta love. 

 

What Chakras are involved here

Three Main chakras 

 

If you love someone through your vagina and penis, it's the Root Chakra combined with the Sacral Chakra. 

If you love someone through emotions, you love them through attachment that is Heart Chakra 

 

If you love someone through your intention and noble purpose and you love them with intellectual loyalty, you always think about them, then your love is flowing from the highest center or seat or the crown chakra as well as heart chakra 

 

 

Following Chakra love correlation

3 points in the body  

Root chakra - Sexual love 

Heart chakra - Emotional or Oxytocin love. Romantic love 

Heart and Crown chakra - Noble Love. Matured love. 

 

Crown chakra love is also Godly love because it's similar to how God loves us. 

So we have 

Root love or sexual intimacy 

Heart love or emotional physical intimacy (minus sexual )

Crown heart love or spiritual intimacy 

 

Crown heart love is the most high consciousness love 

 

You need to fulfill, satisfy and exhaust all kinds of love with all kinds of lovers. 

Since chakras are involved along the spine, I'll call this Kundalini love. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Drew a haphazard diagram to show different kinds of love. 

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I think narcissists are the worst, worse than sociopaths. 

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This can be applied to life as well. And even to a day 

This is how we live.  Very low level of fulfillment 

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This is the life that we should be living 

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In order to implement this structure fully, we must first know what we really want, how a fulfilled life /fulfilled day should look like, just like I mapped out how a fulfilled love life should look like by describing different types of love that need to be fulfilled.. 

Just the way I created the 40 character quality list for environment. 

 


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I'll need to chart out what  I need a fulfilled life to look like 

  • survival
  • Health 
  • Mental health 
  • Emotional health 
  • Career 
  • Finances 
  • Love life 
  • Religious /spiritual side
  • Fitness 
  • Good environment 
  • Mastery 
  • Growth 
  • Productivity 
  • Passion. 
  • Life purpose 
  • Entertainment 
  • Compartmentalization and compatibility
  • Sustenance 

 

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Is there anything left out?

These are the things that I wrote off the top of my head. 

Can't think of much right now. I can revise the list if I get more ideas

 

 

 


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I can create a similar list for a fulfilling day. 

Right now this is the full circle. Another messy diagram I created. 

 

 

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Charting out for the day 

  • Great morning 
  • Energy 
  • Healthy breakfast 
  • Healthy food. 
  • Activity 
  • Work. 
  • Passion and hobbies 
  • Learning 
  • Entertainment 
  • Grooming 
  • Life skills 
  • Spiritual activities 
  • Love 
  • Clean up 
  • Stress relief 
  • Mental and emotional health 
  • Mastery 
  • Restful sleep 

 

 


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Behold 

 

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