Understanding Nothingness on Weed

[arlin]

33 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

That's how most ignorant teens react to a dose of psychedelics. It feels like death or madness so they try to forget it as quickly as possible and never peak behind that curtain again.

It takes a mature mind to appreciate such an excursion beyond material reality. 

OMG this is me.

And you know what? Im pretty glad to forget about all of this. LOL. 

[Arthur]

Understanding reality using science:

[Espaim]

Lol this is hilarious

[Kazman]

Hi all again!
So to follow up on this topic: what are your recommendations for me?
Leo talks about 50 psychedelic trips in his video about psychedelics. In my case, do you think one ganja-night qualifies as one trip?
About a week ago I smoked a pipe and had maybe my strongest awakening so far, it got me crying and laughing and shocked me several times.

I feel like it's happening without substance as well, meditation, inquiry, it's all getting super-boosted, I feel more like I'm channeling things and that I have more power to release suffering since I notice it much quicker when it occurs. I'm almost afraid to keep smoking. Should I stick to a once a week commitment for growth and understanding, or chill for a while ? I don't wanna stop but I'm afraid of the powerful effect it has over me.

I also worry that it's making my brain foggy, but it could also be a lack of mental activity that actually brings me MORE clarity. 

I'm feeling kind of alone and scared in all of this... as we all are. Thank you for your support.

[oysterman]

@Kazman What would Martin do?