First LSD trip later tonight 4/22/20 Thanks to Leo’s message.

[Kingston]

I’ve been using almodafinil this couple months that has gradually changed my life in a significant way. Even though almodafinil is not psychedelic but I could tell that it’s increased my everyday normal consciousness in a dramatic fashion. I’ve come to a realization that there is definitely something more to explore for my consciousness. So tonight, I’ve made the decision to try LSD. ( One tab only)

I’ve never tried any psychedelic back then. However I’ve tried ecstasy during rave setting with my friends which happened to have a positive impact on me. I’m Chinese and all the people in my life believe that all drugs are bad. However, ecstasy not only show me the little taste for love which lead to some positive insights and it also made me question my everyday life in some ways.

Ive been meditating and contemplating here and there for couple months. Sometimes they lead me to depression cuz after doing them for a period of time, I would had a insight that, indeed, a lot of things I do were sort of meaningless and clearly there is something greater to discover. I feel like these depression and confusion are the necessary steps for me to explore something more real and profound. 
As a Chinese, I used to hold a lot of limiting beliefs and worldview about the reality. After following Leo for several years, my whole world view and attitude toward reality has changed in a positive way! 

one of the biggest changes I’ve made after following Leo’s advices is openmindness! The majority of the people in China are in the stage of blue/orange that they are mostly very closed minded and dogmatic. I was exactly the same, but I’ve become more and more open minded and my attitude toward this reality becomes more and more wholistic now because of Leo’s messages.
I just wanna say Thank you, Leo, for everything you’ve done for us. Perhaps I’m only thanking myself?  Who knows right. I need to find out the answer myself. And tonight is my first time trying psychedelic and I believe my life will never be the same after that.

Ive been procrastinated for almost all my life due to the fear. The fear is so deep and hidden that I always tried to escape. 
And Meditation and contemplation has helped me gradually face my inner demons. 
I still have so much to work on in my life. And I deeply know that the only solution is to face myself your fear, and the devil (mysef)

Sometimes the deepest fear are not the dark, but the light itself. This is not just the belief that I hold but a realization during my contemplation. I’ve always been afraid of my own greatness and shine. I don’t know why is that, but no more procrastination and escape from fear. The only step forward is to fully face my inner demon upfront.

Wish me luck folks.
I love you guys and Leo  

I’ll write a brief trip report later. 

[Leo Gura]

Enjoy!

[GodDesireOnlyLove]

Be strong ?

Love ?❤️

[Kingston]

@Leo Gura I will

And  Thank you, once again. 

[Kingston]

@GodDesireOnlyLove
Appreciate for your love brother!