I realized how corrupt my values are.

[chisel]

Bascily I value popularity, being recognized, make friends just from showing off, constantly looking over the shoulder to see who's doing better work etc.. This realization made me hate myself even more. Things that I value most in life feel wrong but those things were also what brought to the place I am now in terms of the type of skills I gathered. Big problem I have in my hands now.

[LoveandPurpose]

@chisel Everyone has those impulses and aspects in oneself. Everyone. Those aren't your real values, this is just the lower self.

Find your authentic values. Find your higher self.

Don't have yourself man! Everyone has a shadow!