Sharing a deep fear state

[RoerAmit]

Hi everyone,

I study a NLP Therapist course, and at the last lesson we studied about “speaking with the part” - which means speaking with the part that -stops you/You don’t want/Bad habit/ etc.. 

The idea behind this technique is that behind every behavior there is a positive intention.

So I took this tool and integrated it into trying understand what the Truth is.

The part I decided to talk with was my suffering. I asked it: why are you here!? Why are you really here? (I was really disappointed, hurt, suffered). It didn’t answered. I asked in a different way: What am I gaining from you? Boom. It said: your life. I was shocked and afraid. In that moment, I understood that if I want my suffering to leave, I need to die.

It was so painful to understand that. I understood that moment what Leo is always speaks about and now it got so real, this fear of death was powerful and paralyzing.

I couldn’t handle that it was too terrifying.

I think that only after doing the work for real you start to get why it so hard and so radical.

I would like to hear your opinions about it and your states of fear of death.

[MrDmitriiV]

@RoerAmit The only thing I fear is Ego and Illusion, that’s where suffering is. And/or going to hell after dying.

One reason why people fear death is because they love their suffering ego to much to let go of it.