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[expeditus]

in our relationship i always knew that love is when you try to hold on to things even if its toxic. My boyfriend and i are 1 year and month already. but i do feel like sometimes i want to break up with him we had a lot of fights and he always say that he will leave me and i will always chase him. but now i feel like i want to let him go because i want to focus on myself and actualizing but i am afraid that i am unable to find someone like him. Im not uncertain i know what to do its just that i am afraid. and i feel a little disgust for myself because i still have infatuations with other guys. but i do love my partner the question is? is breaking up the best decision? i mean he cant take it anymore i can see it in him. i am depressive but because of actualizing im becoming more addicted to it and i cant put focus on our relationship

[Nahm]

@expeditus From only having your post to go on, it sounds like you’re making a case for moving on. What is it that you’re afraid of? 

[expeditus]

On 1/11/2018 at 9:53 AM, Nahm said:

@expeditus From only having your post to go on, it sounds like you’re making a case for moving on. What is it that you’re afraid of? 

Im afraid that i will have regrets when i leave him..im afraid that i will see him get hurt

[aurum]

On 1/10/2018 at 8:48 PM, expeditus said:

in our relationship i always knew that love is when you try to hold on to things even if its toxic.

Are you sure?

On 1/10/2018 at 8:48 PM, expeditus said:

is breaking up the best decision?

You already know the answer. Why is his happiness more important than yours?