weird tolerance to 5MeO-DMT

[TheGod]

I’ve developed a very strange tolerance to 5MeO-DMT. 
Before I could walk for weeks contemplating existence.

Last week I had a breakthrough experience realizing I am god (I mean just remembering it again). Within a few hours I feel like I am so much more pulled into Maya I have no idea what’s going on lol 

[Leo Gura]

27 minutes ago, TheGod said:

Within a few hours I feel like I am so much more pulled into Maya I have no idea what’s going on lol 

That is normal. The higher you go, the harder the backlash. The psyche is reestablishing balance.

Edited 3 hours ago by Leo Gura

[TheGod]

18 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

That is normal. The higher you go, the harder the backlash. The psyche is reestablishing balance.

It’s just afterwards when I think that I am God my mind doesn’t even register it. My mind like “yeah, you’re god everything is god so what ? You realized it a lot of times it changes nothing. Better concentrate on doing this and that»

I am so asleep it’s ridiculous, i guess that’s what i want after all. Otherwise id be awake.

[Leo Gura]

13 minutes ago, TheGod said:

It’s just afterwards when I think that I am God my mind doesn’t even register it. My mind like “yeah, you’re god everything is god so what ? You realized it a lot of times it changes nothing. Better concentrate on doing this and that»

I am so asleep it’s ridiculous, i guess that’s what i want after all. Otherwise id be awake.

Yeah, that is normal because being alive is about dreaming.

Don't beat yourself up for dreaming. That is the point of life.

You are never going to be as conscious sober as you are on a 5-MeO peak. That is not practical.

Edited 2 hours ago by Leo Gura

[TheGod]

4 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

You are never going to be as conscious sober as you are on a 5-MeO peak. That is not practical.

To be honest being as conscious sober as on 5-MeO-DMT would be hell. It’s too much consciousness to handle 24/7 😅

Leo, I always wanted to ask you something. After all these years of spiritual work and psychedelics, do you feel like your base level of consciousness shifted significantly or it’s the same ? 
I mean if you were to stop all spiritual work all it once do you think you will get back to your default state like after a year ? 

[Leo Gura]

6 minutes ago, TheGod said:

To be honest being as conscious sober as on 5-MeO-DMT would be hell. It’s too much consciousness to handle 24/7 😅

Leo, I always wanted to ask you something. After all these years of spiritual work and psychedelics, do you feel like your base level of consciousness shifted significantly or it’s the same ? 
I mean if you were to stop all spiritual work all it once do you think you will get back to your default state like after a year ? 

It has changed me in permanent ways that are not even at the level of state.

State is not the only factor.

Edited 2 hours ago by Leo Gura

[TheGod]

17 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

It has changed me in permanent ways that are not even at the level of state.

State is not the only factor.

What ways ? Can u please be more specific and give more details, I am very curious 👀 

[Leo Gura]

1 minute ago, TheGod said:

What ways ? Can u please be more specific and give more details, I am very curious 👀 

It is subtle so it is hard to put into words. I would have to think about how to articulate it properly.