Brain Dead Shower Thoughts

[Sincerity]

Intrusive thoughts won. I decided to lead by example in being retarded.

[Sincerity]

I like picking my nose. You can genuinely be interested in what's there.

Sometimes you find this perfect snot which is so juicy and you just know you can get it out. It's great entertainment.

I don't eat them though. Do people do that? That's fucking disgusting.

[Sincerity]

I binge-watched a short TV show (Pluribus) over the weekend. Stayed until 5AM on Saturday, then resumed watching when I woke up. Good.

Later in the day I ate instant ramen and a cool candy bar. Perfect.

Binge-watching is good for me. Sugar is good for me. And instant ramen is especially good for me.

After all that good stuff I got a lot of things done and was in a deep meditative state on and off for the next ~24 hours, observing very carefully the dynamic of absorption / identification with thought & discovering Permanent Awakeness in experience for the first time. Or did I notice it before already once? Idk, don't care.

Yum yum. I like sugar. I ate it a lot today - perfect. I can feel that goodness permeating me. Yippie!

[Yimpa]

20 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

I don't eat them though. Do people do that? That's fucking disgusting.

I doo  

[Sincerity]

@Yimpa 💀

[Sincerity]

I don’t think I can top the US government administration in being retarded. Every time these retards open their mouths, I lose brain cells. I have to admit, they’re better than me.

Just had a kebab and an energy drink for breakfast. Good. Royalty breakfast. Walking around dancing in a forest.

Edited September 23 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

I am SO BIG. It’s incredible.

An idiot is just one character I play. My real name is Love.

[Sincerity]

When you meet the Buddha on the road, tongue kiss him.

[Sincerity]

Whenever I post something on this forum, imagine this:

That is literally me. I’m a handsome little kitty.

@Yimpa MEOWWWW! 😼

Edited October 1 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

I like me a fidget spinner. My current one broke.

I kinda wish for an ULTRA fidget spinner. I don’t know what I mean by that. It’s not about the looks - I want the spinning to be FUCKING METAL.

SPIN! SPIN! SPIN! ROAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!

Edited October 3 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

A schizophrenic retard, a handsome little kitty and God/Love/Truth/Reality itself walk into a bar. The barman looks up and says: good evening mr Sincerity.

(Jk, I’m not schizophrenic)

[Yimpa]

13 hours ago, Sincerity said:

I kinda wish for an ULTRA fidget spinner. I don’t know what I mean by that. It’s not about the looks - I want the spinning to be FUCKING METAL.

SPIN! SPIN! SPIN!

Edited October 4 by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

On 10/1/2026 at 3:00 PM, Sincerity said:

MEOWWWW! 😼

 

[Sincerity]

I am God. I am Love. I am Infinity. I am Retarded.

👁️❤️♾️🤤

Edited October 4 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

Wow! In terms of circumstances arising, today I had the shittiest / most unlucky day in a looooong while! It’s like this beautiful little world really tried bringing me down today!

I was pleasantly surprised how aware and unattached I was towards these hits. Hit after hit. It still stings of course. But even more so I’m amazed, I want to laugh at it.

This silly little goose will probably still shed a tear or two later today when I get the time for quiet contemplation. But that’s okay.

It’s so nice though knowing that: „I can take it.” I AM Energy, I AM Capacity, I AM God. I’m still standing.

Edited October 6 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

I wanna get so fucking wasted on wine.

I have a new girl friend (not gf). We’re pretty close. She said she wants to get wasted with me too so we’ll prolly do it this week at my place.

Cheers to nothing mattering. 🍷

Edited October 10 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

On 10/10/2026 at 10:09 AM, Sincerity said:

I wanna get so fucking wasted on wine.

I have a new girl friend (not gf). We’re pretty close. She said she wants to get wasted with me too so we’ll prolly do it this week at my place.

Okay that might have been too retarded to say. I have limits… I think?

Tomorrow we’ll have a movie night with the girl friend, along with the wine. I just want to be a little tipsy though. For the sake of fun sexy activities: better than being fucking wasted.

I’m quite empty. But in a good way. „There is no way that things are.”

[Sincerity]

Ended my situationship this week. Oopsie!

It was for the better.

For a second though, I actually felt happy with her. Literally melting in love - laying on my back thinking, when I was trying to fall asleep with her. Or, when we had a moment of reading books together in bed before sleep… It might have been my most romantic experience ever? Even though I had a gf for 2 years. I dunno. So yeah, it was fun.

I’m liquid happiness/love by myself though. Don’t need no one for that. 😎

Edited Wednesday at 09:48 PM by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

I’m fucking repulsed by Mr Beast. Disgusting! Nasty! Yuck! Blehhhhh! 🤮

If you ever want to torture me, strap me to a chair and keep my eyelids open like that motherfucker from Clockwork Orange and make me watch a Mr Beast video.

Ughh. Come to think of it, I should probably torture myself that way. For experimental purposes.

Edited 6 hours ago by Sincerity