Do you have glimpses of God when contemplating?

[Mixcoatl]

It just happens when I am sitting on my couch and I suddenly remember that outrageous experience with bufo alvarius. The best thing is that I get amazed for that and I think: "it's real". 😱😱

I'm having these flashbacks more constantly since I quit weed.

[Yimpa]

Opposite experience for me. I go “Omg, it’s imaginary!”. I also take my medicine regularly again. 

[Mixcoatl]

5 hours ago, Yimpa said:

Opposite experience for me. I go “Omg, it’s imaginary!”. I also take my medicine regularly again. 

When glimpses are not occurring I tend to deny my experiences as well.