Short trip report: 20mg 2C-E + 35mg DMXE (Deoxymethoxetamine)

[Davino]

I took the 2C-E, very similar to the 2C-B but stronger, with more gravitas or honeyness of consciousness so to speak, less playful/childish/happy flower as its brother but also less visual. I discovered the 2C family has no punch to it, some psychedelics have this hitting quality to it that I like, for example DMT has a hit to it, and even mushrooms and LSD eventually hit you when they precipitate enough momentum, but the 2C family doesn't have this property and it's a mistake to expect something which is not of their nature, it's more gentle and flowy, in heavy doses it still doesn't punch but it's very serious. The come up was a bit more tense and restless than with 2C-B and I had to harness in the trip the ability of psychedelic relaxation to fully reach the consciousness heights this psychedelic can offer.

After 3h in aprox, I decided to take the disso (buffed), the plan was to fully sync the peaks but I felt more like exploring stably the substance for the first time and then I moved to the combination. It ended up working greatly as I had two peaks in the same trip.

Dissociatives have become a core in my psychonaut exploration, their ability to dissolve the psyche, to literally melt the human self in ways psychedelics simply can't. DMXE peaked strongly and made everything extremely fluid in my inner world, even my whole body, doing yogic asanas was spontaneous and joyful. At this point happened something which has been a recurrent theme of psychedelic experiences, which is connecting with very high consciousness beings, this time was with Lahiri Mahasaya and we worked in my spine and consciousness in depths and speeds that rarely happen.

The big theme of the trip was learning to profoundly let go and relax, levels of relaxation unheard of, I was moaning deep of such a release, to give up the burden of surviving, striving, desiring, to absolutely letting go of all tension into ease, flow and relaxation.

Towards the tail of the experience I tried a THC pen, but it reduced my state of consciousness and I spiraled back down to a normal state of consciousness. It's a pity THC doesn't work for me really, but that's what it is.

Thanks for reading. Infinite Love

[Oppositionless]

What does it feel like to connect with such beings . Once Ramana Maharshi came to me in a dream and I woke up feeling like it was real .

[Davino]

7 hours ago, Oppositionless said:

What does it feel like to connect with such beings . Once Ramana Maharshi came to me in a dream and I woke up feeling like it was real .

Honestly, one of the most solid spiritual techniques. I couldn't have advanced so much without this process, it's life changing.

Some beings have mastered certain states of consciousness and when you tap to those you can feel their presence, everytime I get a yogic spine Awakening I feel Lahiri Mahasaya. If I get to meditate profoundly on a psychedelic I get the presence of Padmasambhava. It's like telepathic metaphysical union, I become it.

Few things have withstanded my spiritual path through all stages, but connection to higher consciousness beings is very very very real. It's a core of my path and will continue to do so. Many people shit on masters and saints and dismiss them as you must walk your own path and etc. Well yess of course, but you haven't connected with that mystic really, you don't know what it's like to enter into telepathic consciousness and to merge in oneness, it changes your life forever.

Guru devotion and communion with saints is a pilar or my path and will continue to be so. This is what is profoundly true in my Reality.