Chronic Pain

[Rishabh R]

@integral You scared me when I read this post.

[kavaris]

On 8/11/2026 at 3:10 AM, integral said:

I've been ready to die for many years, today I need to do it but im scared.

I don't know how to die. 

 ...

it's too difficult dying alone

I feel ya. And i realize you are in incredible physical pain. If you were to have read back several years ago, i was on the forum talking about similar sorts of pain from Crohns disease and other issues.

That was before i got the chance to be level headed towards a more direct solution.

My mom, whos a bit older, shes going through a situation not unlike something regarding chronic pain and anxiety, etc., long story, but she needs a very specific medication. You have an opportunity to atleast try something ya havent tried before, As theres nothing else left, right? Im assuming you are sortve at rock bottom.

Call up some psychiat., or therapists, and whatknot, eventually someone will understand your situation. Granted, if you live in like Texas or in the south where its like, hours to get to the grocery store, then i could see how thats a totally different problem to try to remedy. At that point you do need something thats beyond my knowledge.

And im just assuming things here, so you may clarify, correct me if im wrong, or if i fk'd up or got anything twisted up like a branch, Or if theres anything you want to add to the trees of possibilities.

P.s. Theres something else i was gonna comment on and it slipped my mind, dangit! well, anyway, for now, keep in mind, or in your pocket of thoughts that, "dying" is a verb we invent to describe a feeling we feel. 

Edited 3 hours ago by kavaris