Anti psychotic medication

[shubhamsharma]

A bit of my background. I was in Canada 3 years ago. I took 5meo dmt for almost 20 times, also 5meo malt and shrooms and and lsd and also used weed for 4 and half years. After coming back from Canada I came home to India. I had several psychotic episodes where I broke my brother's iphone and became naked on the road after mastrubating thinking about my mother. My family sent me to rehab in India for a couple of times in India . I had a road accident in India where I tried to commit sucide on the road (I hit myself with a car in 2023. Also I Ram away from home and went to jammu and kashmir on bicycle and went to a village in jammu and kashmir people of that village thought I am a terrorist and they beat me with the stick. They were going to shoot me. Now I am on anti psychotic medication amylife 200 and anti depressents which is making me obese. I watched leo's videos where he says deconstruct science. Now I don't know if I should continue with the medication or not. My doctor doesn't even know about what is dmt. I used to hear voices from my family. If science is unreal and scientists don't know anything than shall I continue with my anti psychotic medication that scientists are developed? I don't know whom I should listen to. Please shed some light if you guys know what to do. 

[Elliott]

@shubhamsharma listen to your doctor, they help people, it's why people go to doctors. 

[shubhamsharma]

1 minute ago, Elliott said:

@shubhamsharma listen to your doctor, they help people, it's why people go to doctors. 

@Elliott thank you 

[Shaktipat]

I've been on anti-psychotics thrice. 
Communicate with your doctor, make a plan to taper the medication. 
Combine this with a grounding practice e.g. nature walks, meditation, yoga. Whichever you prefer really. 

Be patient. 

When you are free from medication and feel very grounded/stable in your mind. 
Psychedelics can again be explored. 
Don't overdo it.

Be careful. 
 

[shubhamsharma]

2 hours ago, Shaktipat said:

I've been on anti-psychotics thrice. 
Communicate with your doctor, make a plan to taper the medication. 
Combine this with a grounding practice e.g. nature walks, meditation, yoga. Whichever you prefer really. 

Be patient. 

When you are free from medication and feel very grounded/stable in your mind. 
Psychedelics can again be explored. 
Don't overdo it.

Be careful. 
 

@Shaktipat thank you. 

[LordFall]

I've been psychotic myself and it landed me in jail so if I were you I would work very hard on training your consciousness before thinking of quitting your medication. Be extremely careful with it and work on grounding mechanisms as you are basically betting your life on this. 

How it works is you have to deconstruct your reality and what you even are and watch out for your human self. You have to prioritize your safety over any type of realizations or phenomena that you experience. Now that you know what psychosis feels like you should be able to control it much easier.

Ask yourself these questions, even if you do hear your family's voices in your head why does that really impact your daily life? Why did you try to commit suicide on the road? Thinking about your mom while masturbating is clearly a very unplesant thought but it shouldn't distabilize you enough that you run on the street naked. Watch some sigmund freud videos on Youtube and realize the mind is a very weird thing and it imagines all kinds of weird concepts literally pehaps all weird concepts imaginable. I've thought about my dad shitting before and what if I'm attracted to my dad since I'm bisexual and I told my mind to cut it out with the weird thoughts I don't want to think about this and it works over time. 

Don't reject your thoughts but don't let your mind rule you also. It's so common for gay or bisexual conservatives to flip the fuck out and violently prosecute or antaganonize LGBTQ people for example because they judge their own urges and mind. Just accept it and move on but also train yourself to have control over it. Thoughts are not actions, it's not because you have any kind of thought that it has to lead to you taking an action. Sit down and really ponder it over especially if it's gonna lead to some major consequenences that reality has to make happen for you to be coherent and tangible. 

The fact that you are blaming the medication for making you obese is not a good sign of ultimate agency and control of the mind. It's not because a substance makes you really hungry and low energy that you should stuff your face. Of course it's difficult but the low agency road to life leads in poor results whether you are on anti-psychotic medications or not. 

Also better anti psychotics are coming out all the time so it's unnessary to take the risk of going off of them. If you wait 10 years you will have even better therapy and better meds available. I told my buddy one time to go off his anti psychotics and just meditate and he landed in the psych ward a few days after so I don't really advise that anymore. 

Edited 21 hours ago by LordFall

[shubhamsharma]

15 hours ago, LordFall said:

I've been psychotic myself and it landed me in jail so if I were you I would work very hard on training your consciousness before thinking of quitting your medication. Be extremely careful with it and work on grounding mechanisms as you are basically betting your life on this. 

How it works is you have to deconstruct your reality and what you even are and watch out for your human self. You have to prioritize your safety over any type of realizations or phenomena that you experience. Now that you know what psychosis feels like you should be able to control it much easier.

Ask yourself these questions, even if you do hear your family's voices in your head why does that really impact your daily life? Why did you try to commit suicide on the road? Thinking about your mom while masturbating is clearly a very unplesant thought but it shouldn't distabilize you enough that you run on the street naked. Watch some sigmund freud videos on Youtube and realize the mind is a very weird thing and it imagines all kinds of weird concepts literally pehaps all weird concepts imaginable. I've thought about my dad shitting before and what if I'm attracted to my dad since I'm bisexual and I told my mind to cut it out with the weird thoughts I don't want to think about this and it works over time. 

Don't reject your thoughts but don't let your mind rule you also. It's so common for gay or bisexual conservatives to flip the fuck out and violently prosecute or antaganonize LGBTQ people for example because they judge their own urges and mind. Just accept it and move on but also train yourself to have control over it. Thoughts are not actions, it's not because you have any kind of thought that it has to lead to you taking an action. Sit down and really ponder it over especially if it's gonna lead to some major consequenences that reality has to make happen for you to be coherent and tangible. 

The fact that you are blaming the medication for making you obese is not a good sign of ultimate agency and control of the mind. It's not because a substance makes you really hungry and low energy that you should stuff your face. Of course it's difficult but the low agency road to life leads in poor results whether you are on anti-psychotic medications or not. 

Also better anti psychotics are coming out all the time so it's unnessary to take the risk of going off of them. If you wait 10 years you will have even better therapy and better meds available. I told my buddy one time to go off his anti psychotics and just meditate and he landed in the psych ward a few days after so I don't really advise that anymore. 

15 hours ago, LordFall said:

I've been psychotic myself and it landed me in jail so if I were you I would work very hard on training your consciousness before thinking of quitting your medication. Be extremely careful with it and work on grounding mechanisms as you are basically betting your life on this. 

How it works is you have to deconstruct your reality and what you even are and watch out for your human self. You have to prioritize your safety over any type of realizations or phenomena that you experience. Now that you know what psychosis feels like you should be able to control it much easier.

Ask yourself these questions, even if you do hear your family's voices in your head why does that really impact your daily life? Why did you try to commit suicide on the road? Thinking about your mom while masturbating is clearly a very unplesant thought but it shouldn't distabilize you enough that you run on the street naked. Watch some sigmund freud videos on Youtube and realize the mind is a very weird thing and it imagines all kinds of weird concepts literally pehaps all weird concepts imaginable. I've thought about my dad shitting before and what if I'm attracted to my dad since I'm bisexual and I told my mind to cut it out with the weird thoughts I don't want to think about this and it works over time. 

Don't reject your thoughts but don't let your mind rule you also. It's so common for gay or bisexual conservatives to flip the fuck out and violently prosecute or antaganonize LGBTQ people for example because they judge their own urges and mind. Just accept it and move on but also train yourself to have control over it. Thoughts are not actions, it's not because you have any kind of thought that it has to lead to you taking an action. Sit down and really ponder it over especially if it's gonna lead to some major consequenences that reality has to make happen for you to be coherent and tangible. 

The fact that you are blaming the medication for making you obese is not a good sign of ultimate agency and control of the mind. It's not because a substance makes you really hungry and low energy that you should stuff your face. Of course it's difficult but the low agency road to life leads in poor results whether you are on anti-psychotic medications or not. 

Also better anti psychotics are coming out all the time so it's unnessary to take the risk of going off of them. If you wait 10 years you will have even better therapy and better meds available. I told my buddy one time to go off his anti psychotics and just meditate and he landed in the psych ward a few days after so I don't really advise that anymore.

21 hours ago, Shaktipat said:

I've been on anti-psychotics thrice. 
Communicate with your doctor, make a plan to taper the medication. 
Combine this with a grounding practice e.g. nature walks, meditation, yoga. Whichever you prefer really. 

Be patient. 

When you are free from medication and feel very grounded/stable in your mind. 
Psychedelics can again be explored. 
Don't overdo it.

Be careful. 
 

@LordFallthanks man. I really appreciate.