LSD Trip Report - I Awoke to LOVE, School in Being God, Too Much for Me to Handle

[Carl-Richard]

I would be careful about giving out trophies like this "great work!". It's obvious that the main issue is about letting go. All the "insights" are linguistic mind stuff and feelings (which if you like that, all power to you, but they seem like distractions in this case from the real issue of letting go).

Psychedelics don't make you let go. They can only make it more clear that you're not letting go, that is if you don't distracted by the noise your ego makes when reacting to it. At the end of the day, only you let go. And the process for this is very simple.

And if you feel like you don't know how to let go or you want to let go but you don't feel you can do it, find out how you can get to that place. It might just be living life asking yourself what do you want. And the more you do that, eventually you arrive at a place where letting go is what you want. For this, psychedelics can be a major distraction (again, because you can get lost in mind stuff). The saying "put down the phone when you got the message" is for this.

Those who have taken psychedelics many many times seem to sooner or later arrive at this place where the letting go issue becomes blatantly obvious, but they can still get lost in the noise. And perhaps, that's when the experiences start to get more difficult. It becomes harder to ignore and getting lost in the noise becomes increasingly futile and dissatisfying.

And to somebody on the outside, when you describe getting to that place, it becomes easy to identify the oscillating back and forth between running into the wall of having to let go and then retreating back into mind creations.

Edited Monday at 04:08 PM by Carl-Richard

[Sincerity]

@Carl-Richard Thanks for the feedback. But I’m letting go a ton. I said I’m working on it because, as you can imagine, it’s a long process.

In fact, I’d argue that my progress with awakening and deeper trips has been primarily a result of the deeper and deeper letting go. Mostly during the work in my daily life, of which I’m doing much. The trips are like the cherry on top.

Edited Monday at 04:07 PM by Sincerity

[Carl-Richard]

14 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

@Carl-Richard Thanks for the feedback. But I’m letting go a ton. I said I’m working on it because, as you can imagine, it’s a long process.

In fact, I’d argue that my progress with awakening and deeper trips has been primarily a result of the deeper and deeper letting go. Mostly during the work in my daily life, of which I’m doing much. The trips are like the cherry on top.

As long as you do what you want and be honest and authentic about that. God will show you what you need anyway.

[Sincerity]

6 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

As long as you do what you want and be honest and authentic about that.

Yes, I feel like I am. Thanks.

Edited Monday at 04:29 PM by Sincerity

[Breakingthewall]

In my opinion, the goal of a psychedelic trip is the opening of your energetic structure, the breaking of the blockage in which every human lives. That love that flooded everything is a symptom of opening.

The goal is total openness, and when it happens, there are no intellectual deductions like knowing that you are God, that you create reality, that you do it for certain reasons, but rather, at a given moment, you are total. 

 Contraction within you is zero, nothing limits you, not the idea of God, not love, nothing. Total. In that state, your body vibrates and the hair on your head seems to be receiving an electric shock, the eyes of your mind are open 360 degrees, and there is only one thing you can know: you are. And what does being imply. Everything.

There is nothing more to know; you are absolutely omniscient, since you know absolutely everything: you are. There is nothing more to know, since that is everything. 

The joy that floods you is absolutely perfect; all the twisted filaments of your psyche are absolutely straight, like lines of escape to infinity. Your brain is functioning at full capacity, shinning , but its content is completely unstructured.

You are, period. And nothing, absolutely nothing, can be added to this. This is everything, and it is paradise, nirvana, the holy grail, the jack pot.  Not even your wildest dreams or most unrestrained imagination can come close. It is total.

Edited 2 hours ago by Breakingthewall

[Breakingthewall]

Openness is undeniable, since it means absolutely nothing. It is the openness to what being is. Once this occurs, being replaces your psyche. Not completely, but as a gradual mutation within your psychic structure.

This openness to totality accompanies you in everything; you see it in everything. Life begins to shine, your body's perception is one of pure energy, and your mind is empty without the slightest effort. Death is not seen as a boundary, not because the self will persist, but because being is total.

The vector of your mind shifts from inward to outward, from hoarding to expanding, from fear to radiance.