My heart is breaking for that child that was killed in UK

[Will2gain]

There’s a video circulating that shows a baby smiling and laughing with caretakers at first. It then cuts to the same child with his two male foster parents. You can see the baby looking sleep-deprived, with very loud music playing. They startle him awake, and there’s a heartbreaking moment where the little boy tries to connect with one of the men by giving an awkward smile. Those same men later brutally raped and murdered this 13-month-old child.
I can’t get the images out of my head. It’s breaking my heart, this was by far the worst shit i ever saw in my 40 years. Can someone help me process these overwhelming feelings of empathy and sadness?

[Elliott]

Seems like it's just triggering something deeper in you, what else has been bothering you? Did you have a traumatic early childhood yourself?

Edited 4 minutes ago by Elliott