One 5-MeO-MALT trip was more enlightening than 10 years of spiritual practice

[Ninja_pig]

The other day I took 22mg of 5-Meo-MALT orally. The trip was very tame and boring for the most part. I experienced no hallucinations, a slight headache, a little nose oozing sensation, and maybe some slightly changed thought patterns (as in a sense of mental clarity). Equally mundane was this random insight I had 3 hours in while mindlessly scrolling sub stack. "Oh, I'm God".

I say it was mundane because it came with no warning and there was no real emotional challenge to it. It just suddenly came, and I still felt exactly the same. I am god, the total, omniscient creator of reality. All powerful, all knowing. I am eternal, and I have always known that I am god, but I was just imagining that I forgot. I am the very bedrock of experience. I am the one consciousness, infinite, complete, perfect.

I have been contemplating various spiritual concepts since I was 14 years old, ever since I found Leo's videos 10 years ago. Since then I've read probably 20 books on spirituality, contemplated for many many hours different questions, gone to a literal Buddhist monastery to meditate, and have practiced meditation on and off for the entire time. I have taken numerous psychedelics, including at least 15 classic DMT trips via smoking. I have had awakenings while on drugs and while not on drugs, the first one being when I was 15 years old or so. Not once have I ever had this level of clarity. Not even close. Maybe all of my previous experience prepared me for this particular trip, but the insight makes me feel like the last 10 years were superfluous.

Now as I go about my day working, doing chores, watching you tube, going to sleep, I rest easily in this realization of the Truth. I feel I have completed that fake journey I was on. There's nothing left to do. There was never a journey happening, the Truth was always true. That said, I remain open to new insights and will probably continue to meditate and do more trips, if not just for the enjoyment of those things.

I highly recommend this drug to anyone who is serious about spirituality. It's against the rules to tell you where to get it, but let's just say if you can use Google you'll be able to find it. It's highly potent, so make sure you use caution. Use a precise milligram scale (make sure it actually has 0.001g precision, not just reads milligrams), and increase doses incrementally. I personally did a <5mg dose, a 15mg dose, and then a ~22mg dose. I also bought some empty capsules for oral consumption which has worked well for me. The actual trip doesn't actually feel that exciting, but make no mistake that the drug affects you significantly.