Thinking about trying dmt

[Justin my mind]

Ive been thinking about trying normal DMT I am prone to anxiety but it's stuff from this dimension. I can't handle a 6-hour mushrooms trip. I don't want to do the to say I've done DMT, but to have an experience to make me appreciate life. I feel like I have more courage for 10 to 20 minutes then 5 hours.. I also feel like I don't fear death at least in the way other people do. I have cerebral palsy and feel like a old man in a young persons body and I want to see what it would be like to be outside of this appearance

[Infinite Tsukuyomi]

Well, if you use a DMT pen, you could take small hits and see if what they feel like for you and if you want to continue. DMT and 5-MeO DMT will both invoke fear for sure, even if you've done it multiple times, it's a healthy respect type of thing. What happened on your mushroom trips?

[Justin my mind]

My first mushrooms trip I cried and released repressed truma it was great! But I've had truma after it. Neighbors that made me paranoid. That’s why I feel like I can’t handle mushrooms. They’ve been gone for six years and whenever I smoke weed, I feel like they’re coming after me. I don’t wanna do mushrooms to trip. I want to have that release again not for bliss but for clense. 

[Leo Gura]

6 hours ago, Justin my mind said:

I have cerebral palsy

That makes it impossible to predict what will happen.