Solipsism extreme

[Michal__]

14 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

On what grounds were you free to leave after five months?

The court's order.

It hugely depends what kind and degree of awakening we are talking about. Heavy kasina practice always causes hallucinations (although controlled) . The Buddha must've done some kasina too.

High enough dose of Vipassana too.

Specificially after you've already had fruitions weird shit is going to happen.

Even something as low level as an OBE can get you a diagnosis.

Just trip and come down? Sure, that won't get you a diagnosis.

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My brother called them out of spite.

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Daniel Ingram has probably had more hallucinations than me. The only reason he doesn't end up in a psych ward is that he surrounds himself with understanding people.

Edited Monday at 08:17 PM by Michal__

[Carl-Richard]

5 minutes ago, Michal__ said:

The court's order.

Why not the next day? Why not a week?

[Michal__]

1 minute ago, Carl-Richard said:

Why not the next day? Why not a week?

I think my parents smeared me to someone who gave them information about "my mental state". I have no idea how this works internally.

[Carl-Richard]

5 minutes ago, Michal__ said:

I think my parents smeared me to someone who gave them information about "my mental state". I have no idea how this works internally.

How many times were you given a reevaluation of your state and whether you could leave or had to stay for longer?

[Michal__]

Just now, Carl-Richard said:

How many times were you given a reevaluation of your state and whether you could leave or had to stay for longer?

I was talking to a psychiatrist every week, but no formal reevaluation as far as I know.

Maybe once when a judge advocate came. 

[Carl-Richard]

50 minutes ago, Michal__ said:

I was talking to a psychiatrist every week, but no formal reevaluation as far as I know.

Maybe once when a judge advocate came. 

So you got committed by somebody who thought you were acting inappropriately (but it was actually also out of spite), then you get a diagnosis of schizophrenia based on an assessment of your symptoms (but it was actually illegitimate/inaccurate), then when you were talking to a psychiatrist every week, it took 5 months for them to think you might be fit to leave (which was actually due to somebody smearing you from behind the scenes for 5 months)? I don't know, either you're really unlucky, or you might not be giving the most accurate portrayal of your situation.

Edited Monday at 09:24 PM by Carl-Richard

[TruthFreedom]

When I said that other people's posts barely mean anything to me, 

It's because I realise that whatever they are saying, I know that it is simply my perception of what they are saying. There is nobody there. It is only my perception.

All this deep thinking has made me lose my mind. Which may or may not be a good thing.

I see the interconnected nature of everything now. I realise that the smallest of actions can have huge consequences.

That's why I must be more careful of what I post. 

Have you ever heard the phrase "at the end of the day, it's night".

I've heard many people say that, and it's crazy to think that it was actually ME who invented that phrase. I used to say it when I was drunk, and it caught on. Hahaha

[Michal__]

8 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

So you got committed by somebody who thought you were acting inappropriately (but it was actually also out of spite), then you get a diagnosis of schizophrenia based on an assessment of your symptoms (but it was actually illegitimate/inaccurate), then when you were talking to a psychiatrist every week, it took 5 months for them to think you might be fit to leave (which was actually due to somebody smearing you from behind the scenes for 5 months)? I don't know, either you're really unlucky, or you might not be giving the most accurate portrayal of your situation.

Not smearing me for 5 months, just once or twice.

The rest of it is pretty accurate.

[Carl-Richard]

23 minutes ago, Michal__ said:

Not smearing me for 5 months, just once or twice.

The rest of it is pretty accurate.

How do you conclude they did that once or twice and how would that lead to you being in there for 5 months?

Edited yesterday at 05:33 AM by Carl-Richard

[Carl-Richard]

1 hour ago, TruthFreedom said:

When I said that other people's posts barely mean anything to me, 

It's because I realise that whatever they are saying, I know that it is simply my perception of what they are saying. There is nobody there. It is only my perception.

Your perception of what they are saying has simply lost a dimension of depth. That you can't imagine or make the mental connection that I'm typing these words from a limited perspective, that's just what it is, a limitation of your ability to imagine. Is that "true"? What a weird thing to be "true". It's like if I had lost my ability to wiggle my toes but I'm still able to walk, that this specific thing somehow gives me insight into what is really true.

Edited yesterday at 05:50 AM by Carl-Richard

[Mellowmarsh]

1 hour ago, TruthFreedom said:

All this deep thinking has made me lose my mind. Which may or may not be a good thing.

You’re not losing your mind, you’re just too intelligent, you are aware of a most profound truth that reality is consciousness that is totally alone. All One.

 

There is no other consciousness because it’s fundamental. Consciousness is never seen as a material object. The natural world is considered an effect of this unseen consciousness. 

No two minds can ever meet, or even merge. They can connect and talk about the weather together, but they will never know each other because there is no other. In other words, there is no one because there’s no other than one.

It is a mindfuck, yes. Nothing is doing your life, because nothing is undoing your life.
Nothing is being done and nothing is being undone.

[TruthFreedom]

@Mellowmarsh thankyou

[Mellowmarsh]

@TruthFreedom Just curious, do you ever watch videos like this one I’m posting to you now?

I fall asleep to videos like this every night. 
 

 

 

[Yeah Yeah]

@TruthFreedom dude you're acting like you have angel wings, harps and the ability to levitate just because Leo mentions an age long philosophical question about solipsism. I had this inquiry at age 5 wondering if my parents were robots and how would I have known. The idea back then never gave me a better life, sex experiences, heaven on earth. Quit acting like the platonic plates of the spiritual veil between realms is thinning to crack open the cosmic egg of immortality and the pleasures of eternal paradise just because some guy on YouTube parrots René Descartes I think therefore I am - come back to me when you achieve god realisation and become a lucid human and able to awaken to unlimited conciosuenss where you can imagine whatever you want and then I'll listen so I can create my dreams come true in better controllable timelines so I'm not living as this finite interchangeable wage slaving ugly loser of a human I don't actually give a fuck about and am trapped forced to live out this nothing special life blip between two infinite voids 

Edited 9 hours ago by Yeah Yeah

[TruthFreedom]

7 hours ago, Mellowmarsh said:

@TruthFreedom Just curious, do you ever watch videos like this one I’m posting to you now?

I fall asleep to videos like this every night. 
 

 

 

I watched a few seconds. Nah, I would definitely not put that shit on if I was trying to sleep. Silence is much better.

And for the person who was calling me out - I just don't fkn know any more, this fkn reality is confusing as fk,

Jesus Christ.

[Carl-Richard]

29 minutes ago, TruthFreedom said:

And for the person who was calling me out - I just don't fkn know any more, this fkn reality is confusing as fk,

Jesus Christ.

Maybe consider that confusion is not an indication that you've landed in some kind of absolute undeniable truth, but rather your mind is simply confused. When truth is seen, it should be clear as day.

[TruthFreedom]

@Carl-Richard what if reality is just confusing as fuck.

I mean, that's if you're inclined to think about it.

I mean, reality without thoughts is just what it is. 

We all know that the present moment is the truth.

But if you were to think about anything then you are not in Truth, you are in fantasy.

[Mellowmarsh]

2 hours ago, TruthFreedom said:

@Carl-Richard what if reality is just confusing as fuck.

I mean, that's if you're inclined to think about it.

I mean, reality without thoughts is just what it is. 

We all know that the present moment is the truth.

But if you were to think about anything then you are not in Truth, you are in fantasy.

That’s a very intelligent mind right there. And yes, just relax into the silence of not thinking about what is ultimately unthinkable. Because thoughts are just fantasy like you said. What’s wrong with right now unless you think about.
Hmm… Let me think about that? 💭 lol