I See God in Everyone now and It’s Absolutely Terrifying

[Atmos]

Firstly, the irony of this post is not lost on me.

I am really caught out by how this has happened when I haven’t taken psychedelics in years.

I’m partially putting this in words so I stop gas lighting myself, and partially doing it because I want to contribute something.

Over the last 6 months I really ramped up the contemplation and started actively pushing for understanding. I had no goal initially, but the weight of all theory and no process became too much.

The last few weeks have been something I don’t really have words for, it’s been mostly awe and lonely disbelief, i connected a lot of dots is the best way to put it for now.

Other than the initial shock, I’ve been working through a more interpersonal (lol) element of this process.

It started with me travelling through London, and obviously seeing thousands of faces. I’d been really practising staying with the simple idea that I am everyone else a lot beforehand, and the raw quantity of people acted as a catalyst.

I was fighting back tears it hit me so hard.

Moreover, recently I caught the human frame, the best way I can put it is I zoomed out just enough to see that this is akin to a film set, and even my perceptions are like a costume. It’s kind of scary how little there is behind the curtains, I guess I understand what Allan Watts said about realising that the truth you were looking for is absolutely nothing.

Finally, its reaching points I wasn’t really ready for, sometimes I can’t even look back at people because the resemblance is just too stark.

Asking where I know them from is taking me to places I’d forgotten about for a very long time.

I’m obviously confused, and that’s ok. I’m going nuts trying to separate insight from unvalidated hunches.

Frankly I can’t even believe that I am typing this.

I’m mainly concerned about dead ends, so I guess it’s definitely time for some psychedelics.

It would be nice if anyone could audit this train of thought for any obvious signs I’m misinterpreting or projecting, but I’ll find out for myself either way.

Trees are starting to look like they did for a long time 10 years ago after I took 600-700ug. It’s terrifying yet beautiful, I’m honestly completely gobsmacked (or godsmacked).

Edited 10 hours ago by Atmos

[LordFall]

You know one of the funniest ways this manifest to me is a lot of times when I check out women they would randomly turn around and stare at me back with no way to rationally being to see me looking at them. The universal mind catches it a lot of times though. 

[Xonas Pitfall]

I am really caught out by how God has happened when I haven’t taken God in God.

I am God partially putting this in God so I stop God myself, and partially doing it because I want to God something.

Over the last God God I really ramped up the God and started actively pushing for God. I had no God initially, but the God of all God and no God became too much.

The last God God have been something I don’t really have God for, it’s been mostly God and lonely God, I connected a lot of God is the best way to put it for God.

Other than the initial God, I’ve been working through a more interpersonal God of this God.

It started with me God through God, and obviously seeing thousands of God. I’d been really practising staying with the simple God that I am everyone else a lot beforehand, and the raw God of God acted as a God.

I was fighting back God it hit me so God.

Moreover, recently I caught the God frame, the best way I can put it is I zoomed out just enough to see that this is akin to a God set, and even my God are like a God. It’s kind of scary how little there is behind the God, I guess I understand what God said about realising that the God you were looking for is absolutely God.

Finally, its reaching God I wasn’t really ready for, sometimes I can’t even look back at God because the God is just too God.

Asking where I know them from is taking me to God I’d forgotten about for a very long God.

I’m obviously God, and that’s God. I’m going God trying to separate God from unvalidated God.

Frankly I can’t even believe that I am God this.

I’m mainly concerned about God, so I guess it’s definitely time for some God.

It would be nice if anyone could God this train of God for any obvious God I’m misinterpreting or God, but I’ll find out for myself either God.

God are starting to look like they did for a very long God 10 God ago after I took 600-700ug. It’s terrifying yet God, I’m honestly completely gobsmacked (or Godsmacked).

[Lazarus93]

Don't worry, we are all just waiting for you to wake up.

[Atmos]

Spooky good timing Lazarus thank you.

Surprises are always interesting, the ultimate trick. 

So is Hunter/Hunted? 
 

Any other enjoyable past-times come to mind?