OCD

[Oppositionless]

1 hour ago, Oppositionless said:

Soon I'm going to start really working my humiliation practice . I don't know what I'm going to do yet but I'm going intentionally trigger powerful levels of cringe .

Okay nothing crazy , I'm just gonna meditate in a public place.

[Oppositionless]

On a lighter note, some of my intrusive thoughts are funny. I often catch myself saying these types of things out loud before registering them as a thought. 

* = fake name

"Does Susan* want to date me?"

"Does Susie* want to date me?"

"Does God want to date me?"

"I miss God"

"I am God"

"I hate God"

"Big crocs 🐊"

"Big bears 🐻"

"Big sharks 🦈"

"Big lions 🦁"

"Fuck the police"

"Cock and ball tortue"

"Ball stretcher"

[Yimpa]

9 minutes ago, Oppositionless said:

"Fuck the police"

“I AM the Lawl”  

Edited 13 hours ago by Yimpa

[Oppositionless]

@Yimpa bazinga!

[Yimpa]

On 2/11/2026 at 7:36 PM, Oppositionless said:

See even posting in this is a form a mental checking . It's always about explaining , over explaining. But underneath there is simply silence.

All of OCD is made up of self-deception.

[Ramasta9]

I think OCD / ADHD and all these similar so called "disorders" can sometimes be misunderstood for a highly artistic and intelligent mind. Sometimes people are able to read and see energy patterns and when it doesn't fit or is not harmonious, one tends to have the need to adjust and return to natural order. 

Edited 5 hours ago by Ramasta9