OCD

[Oppositionless]

This damn profile picture. Everyone thinks it's cringe , that I'm misleading people, but that's literally the point, it's supposed to be cringe . I told myself one month but if I make it three weeks I'll be proud.

Anoher thing that makes me feel cringe ; talking to my friends about how I've been doing yoga. Not referring to the kriya , but the sweaty stereotypically feminine yoga at the studio . Yoga yoga yoga yoga . Activating kundalini makes me feel like how I imagine a woman feels during sex. Sometimes I wonder if I really am a woman but that's just my intrusive thoughts. 
 

Soon I'm going to start really working my humiliation practice . I don't know what I'm going to do yet but I'm going intentionally trigger powerful levels of cringe .

Edited 4 hours ago by Oppositionless

[Oppositionless]

See even posting in this is a form a mental checking . It's always about explaining , over explaining. But underneath there is simply silence.

[Oppositionless]

1 hour ago, Oppositionless said:

Soon I'm going to start really working my humiliation practice . I don't know what I'm going to do yet but I'm going intentionally trigger powerful levels of cringe .

Okay nothing crazy , I'm just gonna meditate in a public place.