Solipsism, the child in the lap of the absolute

[OBEler]

@Ramasta9 on which way did you experience that?

Edited 6 hours ago by OBEler

[Ramasta9]

51 minutes ago, OBEler said:

@Ramasta9 on which way did you experience that?

I've have had similar experiences a few times now, maybe not as profound, but mostly spontaneous and naturally occurring, but also on DMT and Mushrooms I've had glimpses of this. Memory/Details are very faint, time/space was not the same. I think the first time was when i turned 21 after years of extreme suffering, then i finally overloaded / exploded and reunited with true love / true nature and had the whole death / rebirth process.

I was in a type of non-dual state for a long time at one point, yet it also felt like a flash, and yet i was still around and living and doing things but it was like something greater had taken over, everything flowed perfectly in divine synchronization, all was absolutely well, I foresaw the whole creation and felt one with everything. I am not even sure if I ate or slept during those times, it was like I became a living sun. I even forgot I was this character and had a name, and names / characters have been odd for me ever since.

I've glimpsed something similar a few times since, but nothing as profound, which sometimes feels like it haunts me, both a blessing and a curse, although I have come to realize its rather the reintegration and activity of the mind, and when i am truly at rest, i feel at ease and drop it entirely.

I feel peaceful when I am restful and present, but i believe in that experience i was absolutely still, and the entire creation danced before me.

 

 

[PolyPeter]

1 hour ago, Ramasta9 said:

then i finally overloaded / exploded and reunited with true love / true nature and had the whole death / rebirth process.

Interesting, can you share more details about this part?

[PolyPeter]

On 1/12/2026 at 2:59 PM, CosmicTrekker said:

Peace

You can create peace for yourself within this relative domain, as a human

[Breakingthewall]

6 hours ago, Joseph Maynor said:

When I had this experience it wasn't horrifying or scary, it was puzzling and actually quite liberating.  It was just being as Consciousness, like noticing a Deeper Truth that is ordinarily veiled.  It was more like -- wow I gotta write this down, I can't believe it!  

I suppose it depends on the experience. In my case, it was the opposite of liberation: absolute limitation. So the feeling is very negative, just as the feeling of total liberation is very positive. I would say that what you're describing is closer to liberation than limitation.