What happened?

[Butters]

This happened a while ago. 

So I was at this 3-day self help seminar and there I met this girl. While we were both in this rush of excitement and energy we hooked up. Then we were in this very intense relationship for about 3 weeks before I broke it up. 

Shit was just weird looking back. It was like she surrendered to me to an extend that's not appropriate when you just know each other, or ... ever? Like there were no boundaries there at all. 

Her house was a total mess so I helped clean it up with her. But there was weirder things like her kid got taken away from her and put into foster care. Now that's not something the government does for no reason, especially from the mother? That's exceptional. So something was going on. 

At some point she was on the phone with her sister and she just turned into this evil thing and she spoke with such hatred. That spooked me and I broke up right there. Or really just walked away and ghosted her. 

This was all very confusing. But I also did things that would cross boundaries under normal circumstances. Like I bought her a toy for her kid (who I've never met). Remember this whole thing lasted 3 weeks. But I was really excited to buy the toy, because it felt nice to give something. While I was at the baby store I also bought another toy for the girl who's the receptionist at my co-working space cause she also has a baby (single mother). So SHE asked me: "did you go to the baby store just for me?" and I answered honestly "not just for you". But later this receptionist seemed mad at me. 

I also brought this "girlfriend" into my co-working space, just to introduce her to people there (it was a very informal place). But people deliberately tried to ignore us. That was really strange because they usually always talk to me. Shortly after I had to cancel this co-working space entirely because it just felt so weird, like I had done something terrible. Did they think I was pimping her or something? This girl was probably overly submissive in her body language. 

Seriously, things were never the same again at that co-working space. It felt like some rumor might be going around about me or something. It was awful, while things were always nice before that. 

[Someone here]

It means whatever you imagine it means. Probably doesn't mean anything. Or you're In love .