Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

You rock and your hits slap 🎸

Give love, even to the hardest parts of yourself.

Edited yesterday at 03:12 AM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

feel into the different facets of your love

formless expression shifting thru infinity’s mind

Edited yesterday at 03:10 AM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Devilry is going down when I come around 

[Yimpa]

Fuck your ex, your ego, and your hearsay.

Surviving heartbreak is nuts.

Edited yesterday at 03:31 AM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

A sovereign mind needs approval from no one 

[Yimpa]

I’d rate my Valentine’s Day an ✨♾️ out of ♾️✨

We’ve reached a profound breakthrough in our relationship - we feel deep sense of love with or without each other.

Edited yesterday at 05:08 AM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Tantra

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, CARDOZZO said:

Paper

https://arxiv.org/pdf/2601.18963

 

[Yimpa]

time reversal

[Yimpa]

a squirt of T gel 

(i only take half of this to prevent masculinization and still support my health / turn me on)

 

[Yimpa]

i am barely keeping it together

[Yimpa]

an entry from my private journal, 12/18/23

 

I am in a gigantic volleyball court, the largest one in the world. All of my middle school friends are there. I am the one to serve the ball. Despite failing 3 times to even hit the ball properly, a coach guides me on how to serve the ball effectively. I fix my form, loosen my grip, move my arms fluidly. The ball goes up into the air gracefully, the trajectory perfectly calculated and arched to a tee. The ball starts moving even faster, down, until it hits the exact corner where it’s just about out of bounds, but not.

 

My jaw drops. Everyone starts clapping and cheering me on.

[Yimpa]

Point to me where the atoms are located.

[Yimpa]

How deep is your love for the stage that you’re at?

[Yimpa]

Did hardcore contemplation of reality for 2 hours straight 🔥🔥

And shoutout to Dr. Will Siu for introducing me to the Liminal Space:

8 hours ago, Yimpa said:

 

Edited 18 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

another private entry, 7/4/24:

convo with provider:

Hello! Great news… I spent a week with my partner for the first time and we went on a roadtrip!

Unfortunately, when I came back home I noticed one of my eyes became irritated. I rubbed it since it was itchy, then felt pain when I would blink my eyes until I rested them.

The next few days my eyes were a bit watery and I notice that one eye is smaller than the other (not opening all the way).

The eye irritation has been going on for almost a week. Would you recommend I see you or an eye doctor for this? Would I need a referral from you? Thank you! 

 

[Beans]

I probably had pet dander all over me 

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