Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

I am learning to no longer give my attention to trolls, haters, and selfish minds. I used to have no boundaries with them. Now the buck stops with me. If you dare mock me, put me down, or pervert me, you’re gone. No compromises. No discussion. I will not be raped by devils anymore.

[Beans]

11 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I am learning to no longer give my attention to trolls, haters, and selfish minds. I used to have no boundaries with them. Now the buck stops with me. If you dare mock me, put me down, or pervert me, you’re gone. No compromises. No discussion. I will not be raped by devils anymore.

Good job 👏 

cause good trouble! 
bite back! Bark back! 

[Yimpa]

14 minutes ago, Beans said:

bite back! Bark back! 

That is no longer necessary. I’m becoming aware to not even take the bait to begin with. The trap is in giving it any power, period. That’s how shit spirals out of control, giving it any authority over You.

Instead, I am practicing grounding myself and then take action from a place of clarity and wisdom, not reactivity and deceit/falsehood. One that is grounded isn’t overwhelmed by the nightmare spiral, they awaken from and rise above it. This is my practice now. This is how I want to live my life from meow on. 

Edited 5 hours ago by Yimpa

[Beans]

I refuse to pacify myself in order to make white supremacist, trolls, maga, authority figures happy. 
 

I think it’s a good idea to ground yourself and come from a clear mindset, but also allow yourself to feel what you feel instead of just shutting it down. Or telling yourself to be the better person. 
 

Their hate just woke me up more to who I am. 
some people can’t handle the pressure, but just like a diamond or pearl the pain makes you stronger. 

[Yimpa]

I am Weird, and I know it. 

Furthermore:

- following mainstream social norms 🗑️ 

- seeking approval from others 🗑️ 

- not speaking up due to fear of being rejected 🗑️ 

- masking who I really am 🗑️ 

- judging others based on their appearance 🗑️ 

- following rules by the book 🗑️ 

- appeasing to authority figures 🗑️ 

[Yimpa]

5 minutes ago, No1Here2c said:

The body is in constant communion with Existence.

 

[Yimpa]

Today’s been a productive day of deep contemplation and inner work. Now time to get out there and do groceries. See ya later!