Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

6 minutes ago, Nemra said:

doing manicure.

[Yimpa]

Time to reveal my old/dead forum account from 2019  

I’m gonna have a field day reading all of his old posts. Time to grab some snacks and have a field day and cringe at all the dumb things my dead self said 

(Naaah, some insights he had were golden, stop being so hard on him)

On 8/19/2019 at 9:16 PM, AlldayLoop said:

Psychedelics should be the least of your problems. We are all hooked onto experiences one way or another - caffeine fix, social media, Netflix, fast fashion, the list goes on

It’s not the substance or tool that is the problem, it’s how you relate to it. 

 

[Yimpa]

On 8/19/2019 at 10:23 PM, Shadowraix said:

It would be obvious you are on it. You go full talkative extrovert. Even if you are introverted. 

Wow… predicted my 9th ketamine trip to the tea. 6 years before. 

6….. 9 LOL

[Yimpa]

On 8/20/2019 at 8:35 PM, AlldayLoop said:

@Shadowraix I just realized you’re wearing a seatbelt in your profile picture. That’s a good safety practice my dude 

This comment aged poorly 🤦

I still remember vividly genuinely thinking she was a guy at the time I wrote that!

The seatbelt part aged well, tho. I’ve been in numerous car accidents (i drive for a living), and that son of gun saved my life

Edited Monday at 11:54 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Was planning on buying a new MacBook, but then Beans opened up that they have $1500 in debt. We will work together to pay that off first 

[Beans]

19 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Was planning on buying a new MacBook, but then Beans opened up that they have $1500 in debt. We will work together to pay that off first 

Thank you for your support 🫂

I love you stinkabutt

[Beans]

Last year was my first Christmas with the family. I was so surprised to see that they had gotten me gifts. I’m happy that this year I’ll be able to return the favor ^-^ 

and I even got something for a close friend of mine! 
I hope everyone loves their gift! 

[Yimpa]

@Beans You are the best gift I could have ever asked for. 

[Beans]

 we will be right back after a quick commercial break 

[Beans]

*laying in joys arms, glances at their phone for a moment. Sees them slowly searching up Dairy Queen* 

beans: girrrl….  

joy: whaaat…? I’m just looking at the pictures  

I can’t with you and your ice cream addiction hahaha 

[Yimpa]

There is no shame in using a pacifier as an adult.

[Yimpa]

More stuff I enjoy watching / listening to. Great storytelling. I like the directness.

 

[Yimpa]

Hot take: If Trump didn’t go back into office, I’d be complacent and not as fierce as I am today. And I’d probably still be masking as a man.

Trump going back into office is a net positive long-term, even if most cannot see it right now.

“But millions of people are suffering!” Yeah, and do you think nature gives a fuck when a tsunami hits? The wave doesn’t negotiate. It moves. And in its wake, what remains is what was strong enough to survive,  or what was finally forced to become so.

History runs on this pattern. Stonewall didn’t happen because things were comfortable. AIDS forged an entire generation of queer activists who would’ve otherwise stayed quiet. Civil rights movements crystallize under pressure, not permission. Collective awakening emerges from collective rupture.

The examples go on and on. I can only speak from my own biases, but my point still stands…

The suffering is real,  and it’s also the forge.

Edited 12 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

My deepest trips transformed me. If all my trips were comfortable and fun, I’d be much less compassionate and less wise than I am today.

Edited 12 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Quote

“*sighs* I don’t know where it comes from.” -Andrew Tate

 

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[Yimpa]

Wow… I said only 3 words and it made a difference in someone’s life.

LESS IS MORE! 😸

[Yimpa]

“I am Love”

“Prove it!”

 

 

[Yimpa]

Edited 4 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

While most chase beauty through cultural and societal standards, I’m here experiencing Absolute Beauty, completely Alond.

Even the ugly transforms into beauty. And beauty into the ugly.

It’s not superiority. It’s just a different axis of perception. One that makes the ordinary unbearably luminous.