MXPCP is insane

[Psychonaut]

I ordered it because I don't know.

MXPCP is insane, like completely insane. I can feel so much on it. Meditating on it is bonkers, chanting mantras on it I can feel every word.

It feels like a sledgehammer goes through my energy body. I can feel the pain that drove me to engage with women, the primal lack.

When I do "hoo pono pono" I can feel every sentence. I can feel my thoughts. The impact of them. The energetic quality. 

I can feel when the mind comes back and spins words. Just like it is doing now. Trying to figure it out. Trying to be seen. Trying to be noticed. Trying to be validated. 

I also have 5-Meo-DMT here, but MXPCP is something else. Like 5-Meo-DMT is cool, but it is the same more or less every time. 

I wonder why no one is talking about MXPCP on the forums or other Dissociatives?

I am also thinking of trying 3-MeO-PCE.