Do you have a morbid curiosity with gore?

[theoneandnone]

TRIGGER WARNING DEATH AND SUICIDE !!!      
 

I’ve been watching gore since a teenager I’ve always been fascinated with death. From murders to suicide I don’t understand what’s so interesting about it. I guess it’s because I know it’s inevitable and one day will happen, Suicide has got to be my favorite of just being alive and boom pure nothingness etc. I know it’s not healthy but I love watching suicide videos I’ve thought about filming my death one day so I can be shared on the internet as a meme etc.

Edited Thursday at 04:44 AM by theoneandnone

[Natasha Tori Maru]

Yes, I used to. Not anymore.

Back when the internet was a lot newer rotton.com was huge for this sort of stuff. 4Chan also.

For me it was the feeling of horror that induced a single pointed focus. I couldn't look away. Couldn't be distracted. Watching it gripped me. 

Thank fuck I can induce that state in meditation now.

I just grew out of it.

[Hojo]

Yes I used to watch gore videos all the time. Its part of the left hand path in the age of the internet. Lowering your vibration to lower and lower levels.

I only remember one a poor baby with rabies dying shaking foaming at the mouth as his body spasmed uncontrollably, yelling, eyes darting back and forth.

Edited Thursday at 05:39 AM by Hojo

[Ramasta9]

I think we all do to some extent. I was more into it when I was 15 - 16 but that's a long time ago, and as others said, you grow out of it as you mature, but tbh somethings i wish i never saw and probably wouldn't of ever saw if i didn't have the internet, like peoples heads getting cut off, some fucked up shit you could find online back in those days. I hope they're all banned or extremely hard to find now. Its very bad for your mind, somethings still make me sad even though I wasn't in person.

Edited yesterday at 07:07 AM by Ramasta9

[Lord of Darkness]

On 11/13/2025 at 5:43 AM, theoneandnone said:

 I’ve thought about filming my death one day so I can be shared on the internet as a meme etc.

Thats quite a commitment to cinematography, I doubt you gonna get an oscar for it though... not pg you know... maybe darwin awards... but also has severe competition...  and besides ppl can generate now with computer imps 100000 deaths images a second of all kind of variety in high res... so maybe like become a chicken farmer instead?