Do you have a morbid curiosity with gore?

[theoneandnone]

TRIGGER WARNING DEATH AND SUICIDE !!!      
 

I’ve been watching gore since a teenager I’ve always been fascinated with death. From murders to suicide I don’t understand what’s so interesting about it. I guess it’s because I know it’s inevitable and one day will happen, Suicide has got to be my favorite of just being alive and boom pure nothingness etc. I know it’s not healthy but I love watching suicide videos I’ve thought about filming my death one day so I can be shared on the internet as a meme etc.

Edited 9 hours ago by theoneandnone

[Natasha Tori Maru]

Yes, I used to. Not anymore.

Back when the internet was a lot newer rotton.com was huge for this sort of stuff. 4Chan also.

For me it was the feeling of horror that induced a single pointed focus. I couldn't look away. Couldn't be distracted. Watching it gripped me. 

Thank fuck I can induce that state in meditation now.

I just grew out of it.

[Hojo]

Yes I used to watch gore videos all the time. Its part of the left hand path in the age of the internet. Lowering your vibration to lower and lower levels.

I only remember one a poor baby with rabies dying shaking foaming at the mouth as his body spasmed uncontrollably, yelling, eyes darting back and forth.

Edited 8 hours ago by Hojo