God Consciousness - direct path

[TheSelf]

Writing this with sheer love and joy in my heart as shit is getting real!! 

Guys It's been a few days that I'm doing intense self-enquiry, Kriya Yoga and do nothing meditation and my sense of individual self losen a lot to the point in which I'm tripping my balls on God consciousness feeling sheer love and joy and seeing anf feeling myself when I look at everything (crazy expansion of identity), of course now that I'm writing this I'm down a bit from this state as the intensity of love and laughter in God consciousness is so much you hardly can do anything, you wast sit and enjoy and laught!!! 

Basically I had a intense Kundalini rising a few hours ago and I had my second most intense realization of God in the past few days.

I wasn't being shoot at the middle of cosmos or things like this,

You literally feel God is what it's in your experience and what normal stf your conscious of every day like the house, objs, people you see, it's all becomes mysterious.

Basically all is required is droping any ideas you have about what you're conscious of in any single moment is and empty your mind of any believes about who you are, literally any believes (I'm consciousness, this, that etc) you wanna feel the present moment so fully and so deep that the egoic filters drops off of it's own.

I know it's not easy as that's required very still mind, but I felt that I had to write this and share it here! 🥹

Much love to you all ❤️

Edited November 12 by TheSelf

[TheSelf]

I don't know what would happen if I continue doing my practices, but you know what, I don't really care, I don't care about anything but God, I just wanna melt deeper and deeper in God consciousness cause it's sooo good, its the only thing you truly want in life! ❤️

[TheSelf]

A few important notes regarding the right way to access God consciousness:

Do not resist anything in the present moment, literally allow yourself to fully fill and experience it exactly as it is, this is literally God, anything comes in your consciousness and out of your consciousness is God doing it,

Specially your mind, some of you guys might think ego is not God and you gotta get rid of it etc.

No let be as it is, fully conscious.

I'm repeating this important note, literally your whole conscious experience of your life is God's play, have zero resistance towards anything

For example if you sit to meditate and feel pain in your legs, let be as it is or even if you tried to ease the pain, still let it happen and ALL is fine, this state of no resistance will shoot you into God head.

Resistance and preferences towards any changing phenomena is of ego, 

Even if you have resisted any conscious experience of anything, let it happen and do not resist your resistance! Do it and see what happens! 

 

[TheSelf]

Open monitoring meditation is key to reach God head, in any moment any rising of anything including mental, physical, emotional basically all layers of changing phenomena that are known to you should be known as divine, God, yourself! This is rocket path towards God consciousness, most direct.

Getting closer to this awareness means getting closer to God Consciousness.

Edited November 12 by TheSelf

[Malkom]

 

Yes, I've lived like this my whole life. Ever since childhood, it turns out I've always been with God, ahaha, if you follow those descriptions... I have a clearlight head, a real extrasense psychic  told me so, although I knew it without her, but it was verification. Someday I'll write a thread about "mystical stories from life."

[TheSelf]

53 minutes ago, Malkom said:

 

Yes, I've lived like this my whole life. Ever since childhood, it turns out I've always been with God, ahaha, if you follow those descriptions... I have a clearlight head, a real extrasense psychic  told me so, although I knew it without her, but it was verification. Someday I'll write a thread about "mystical stories from life."

Beautiful brother

Yes please make it's topic, write about it, lets spread God consciousness as nothing is more important than this.

Edited November 12 by TheSelf

[TheSelf]

Just writing my insights...

Infinite self, infinite consciousness, infinite bliss, infinite love, joy, all within one's self, recognition is all that's required by raw experience of everything in your consciousness without filterings of the ego-mind. More importantly also raw experiencing of the ego-mind as exactly as it is.

[Salvijus]

Congrats. Now you can dance like there's no tomorrow 🕺 

 

[TheSelf]

2 hours ago, Salvijus said:

Congrats. Now you can dance like there's no tomorrow 🕺 

 

🕺🏻🌌

God dances and the whole cosmos come into being.

 

 

Edited November 12 by TheSelf

[Jowblob]

On 11/11/2025 at 10:11 PM, TheSelf said:

 

You literally feel God is what it's in your experience and what normal stf your conscious of every day like the house, objs, people you see, it's all becomes mysterious.

 

@TheSelf what do you mean it all becomes mysterious? How do you see "others" ? Do they also kinda blend into enviroment, do you seem them more like empty shells like any other object?

[Masterpiece]

God bless everyone! 

Reading this post from TheSelf has touched me so I remembered that one specific awakening that happened in June this year.

Awakening occurred literally while watching the episode “What is a Reality” on actualized.org (using no psychedelics)

Mouth wide open, excessively breathing, laughing, tears are all over the place, producing all types of weird sounds, pushing my face “IN”, rolling on the floor, dancing, my hands trying to reach the ceiling, throwing up etc 

At one point I stopped breathing intentionally, and I was ok with that. Than ego had started knock knocking “Think of your closed one”. Everything was clear and ok afterwards. 

Love Love Love

Thank you for reading. 

 

[TheSelf]

11 hours ago, Jowblob said:

@TheSelf what do you mean it all becomes mysterious? How do you see "others" ? Do they also kinda blend into enviroment, do you seem them more like empty shells like any other object?

I don't project a person on anyone I'm experiencing in my consciousness, no more feeling of separation, you love them as you! The boundaries is the work of the mind, if it drop off, it's just one experience! You experience them exactly as they appear, raw sensational as just appearences, sounds etc.

No more judgements, no more personal opinions about them, just a phenomena in the fluid field of changes.

[TheSelf]

11 hours ago, Masterpiece said:

God bless everyone! 

Reading this post from TheSelf has touched me so I remembered that one specific awakening that happened in June this year.

Awakening occurred literally while watching the episode “What is a Reality” on actualized.org (using no psychedelics)

Mouth wide open, excessively breathing, laughing, tears are all over the place, producing all types of weird sounds, pushing my face “IN”, rolling on the floor, dancing, my hands trying to reach the ceiling, throwing up etc 

At one point I stopped breathing intentionally, and I was ok with that. Than ego had started knock knocking “Think of your closed one”. Everything was clear and ok afterwards. 

Love Love Love

Thank you for reading. 

 

Beautiful experience brother thanks for sharing!

God bless you and much love to you too.

[Jowblob]

On 11/13/2025 at 10:08 PM, TheSelf said:

I don't project a person on anyone I'm experiencing in my consciousness, no more feeling of separation, you love them as you! The boundaries is the work of the mind, if it drop off, it's just one experience! You experience them exactly as they appear, raw sensational as just appearences, sounds etc.

No more judgements, no more personal opinions about them, just a phenomena in the fluid field of changes.

Are you able to work after reaching this state of consciousness, or do you even have a job? 

When i quitted my job a while ago, i realised how it was one of the biggest limits that limited my expression and consciousness like it was made that way by god.  

Also how far do you think you are from a consciousness state where you dont have to work anymore to sustain yourself, meaning for example if you had 0 money in the bank but you still had to pay bills like electricity/water to be able to live in your house , where money would come from? I see only 1 consciousness state where you would be able to manifest or perhaps even transform metals or other things into gold etc. How far do you think you are from this state?

[TheSelf]

1 hour ago, Jowblob said:

Are you able to work after reaching this state of consciousness, or do you even have a job? 

I'm a freelance cg artist, hardly interested to work, gladly I'm just working from home, 2-3 h daily.

1 hour ago, Jowblob said:

When i quitted my job a while ago, i realised how it was one of the biggest limits that limited my expression and consciousness like it was made that way by god.  

Yeah I understand, I'm putting very limited time for work as I see it as purely waste of time, the precious time that you can dedicate to elevate your consciousness, so in spiritual traditions its always  adviced to work only to sustain basic life necessities.

1 hour ago, Jowblob said:

Also how far do you think you are from a consciousness state where you dont have to work anymore to sustain yourself

I don't know really, but basically this is wrong way to gauge your spiritual progress, peace and stillness of the mind should be messured to see how far or close you are to God. Most of the time I'm just resting in a peaceful natural state, with minimum distractions not even thinking about God etc, just natural state of being.

1 hour ago, Jowblob said:

if you had 0 money in the bank but you still had to pay bills like electricity/water to be able to live in your house , where money would come from? I see only 1 consciousness state where you would be able to manifest or perhaps even transform metals or other things into gold etc. How far do you think you are from this state?

This the most advanced state in which you are constantly in communion with God, when I have to work or even having basic interactions with people I'd not be there, but I'm doing my best to integrate my awakenings and reach even higher states.

But see

God is the very you in which experiencing everything and making your life story in every moments, so if you surrender to yourself God will take care of you but I'm not there yet to totaly give up work etc.

[Jowblob]

1 hour ago, TheSelf said:

I'm a freelance cg artist, hardly interested to work, gladly I'm just working from home, 2-3 h daily.

Yeah I understand, I'm putting very limited time for work as I see it as purely waste of time, the precious time that you can dedicate to elevate your consciousness, so in spiritual traditions its always  adviced to work only to sustain basic life necessities.

I don't know really, but basically this is wrong way to gauge your spiritual progress, peace and stillness of the mind should be messured to see how far or close you are to God. Most of the time I'm just resting in a peaceful natural state, with minimum distractions not even thinking about God etc, just natural state of being.

This the most advanced state in which you are constantly in communion with God, when I have to work or even having basic interactions with people I'd not be there, but I'm doing my best to integrate my awakenings and reach even higher states.

But see

God is the very you in which experiencing everything and making your life story in every moments, so if you surrender to yourself God will take care of you but I'm not there yet to totaly give up work etc.

Thank for the responses, i was thinking and expermenting a lot with the sperm recently or atleast in the past months. Still not sure what it is, i think it might be just part of this machine/creation and doesn't do much in general or perhaps i've reached a limit on what it can do. When we were children we didnt even produce sperm or that creative force. Also in the unitative state that i get into, i feel woman and man are created out of the same energy and woman don't even produce sperm. So because i feel woman being of the same energy just like man, it seems like sperm is nothing more then a product of this human machine and god isnt found in sperm and is much more greater then that. The only option that i got left is that GOD is the "screen" itself, which means the screen you're using to see things.

Edited 1 hour ago by Jowblob