God-Realization On N,N-DPT And Cannabis

[Nemra]

An interesting thing I realized while tripping is that understanding gets very deep and immediate beyond the human state. It touches everything.

Understanding is not a human thing.

[Nemra]

I understood specifically why I was panicking.

My ego was negatively reacting against the solipsistic nature of the experience.

My ego craves "the other" so badly even if I love being alone.

My ego feels real when "the other" is real, so it defends "the other".

[Nemra]

Has anyone taken DPT with THC?

What was the dosage?

What was the main theme of the trip?

What was the headspace like for you?

Did it change the effects of other chemicals?

Did it last extremely long for you, like 2 or 3 days with reactivations?

After taking them,

• Do you feel like you can deconstruct reality more deeply?
• Do you notice sudden bursts of absolute aloneness during the day?
• How many days did the visual effects stay with you?

I think the trip on them must have been insane for you too.

Edited November 23, 2025 by Nemra

[Nemra]

I am reconsidering why I reacted the way I did on this trip.

I was diagnosed with autoimmune thyroiditis weeks ago, and the results were bad.

It's most likely why my heart was pounding and my body felt intense. I don't think normally I would see visual patterns and be anxious for weeks after the trip.

I think I worsened my condition without knowing.

Edited August 1 by Nemra

[Yimpa]

@Nemra Thank you for sharing. Yeah, I gave up on trying to optimize and be a perfectly healthy human being after going deeper and deeper into my tripping and transformation. I am much more accepting of my disabilities and  chronic health issues;  realizing God will not miraculously,  permanently erase and heal  my finite human conditions. I can do my best to manage it.  I am no longer equating perfect human health to being conscious of God. Is Julian Michaels conscious of what God is? God doesn’t need you to be a perfect human. I feel much more at peace by not rejecting suffering. 

[Nemra]

2 hours ago, Yimpa said:

I can do my best to manage it.

I like that attitude.

I'm taking my medication.

[Yimpa]

3 hours ago, Nemra said:

I like that attitude.

I'm taking my medication.

God is the best medication.

 

[Nemra]

4 hours ago, Yimpa said:

God is the best medication.

 

I take it every day. 

[Yimpa]

@Nemra Have you tried CBD and CBG? I take CBD and THC, and I am reincorporating CBG back into the mix again.

[Yimpa]

30 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

@Nemra Have you tried CBD and CBG? I take CBD and THC, and I am reincorporating CBG back into the mix again.

Lmao 30 mins into I understanding You are Me  

I’ve been communicating with Myself this entire time, but I am simply more conscious of that Absolute Teuth.

Edited 7 hours ago by Yimpa

[Nemra]

59 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Have you tried CBD and CBG? I take CBD and THC, and I am reincorporating CBG back into the mix again.

Those three chemicals were mixed in a gummy.

31 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Lmao 30 mins into I understanding You are Me

You high? 😀

[Yimpa]

4 minutes ago, Nemra said:

You high? 😀

No. I am Real Sober.

4 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Those three chemicals were mixed in a gummy.

Omg... I've never tried all 3 together!

Sounds delicious  

[Nemra]

13 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Omg... I've never tried all 3 together!

Sounds delicious

Add DPT as well. 😏

When I took DPT alone, I was melting through an alien geometry. The wall in front of me became a hyper-dimensional tunnel of sorts.

Edited 6 hours ago by Nemra

[Yimpa]

12 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Add DPT as well. 😏

You'd have to arrest me first  

Edited 6 hours ago by Yimpa

[Nemra]

11 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

You'd have to arrest me first  

What a law-abiding citizen. 🫡😁

Edited 6 hours ago by Nemra

[Yimpa]

19 minutes ago, Nemra said:

What a law-abiding citizen. 🫡😁

 The constraints are hella brutal, but that makes the breakthroughs even more rewarding and meaningful.

Edited 6 hours ago by Yimpa

[Nemra]

2 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

 The constraints are hella brutal, but that makes the breakthroughs even more rewarding and meaningful.

There's no rush, to be honest. You can try the other ones later when the time is right.

But I love exploring.

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, Nemra said:

There's no rush, to be honest. You can try the other ones later when the time is right.

But I love exploring.

If you ever trip sit me, you’re gonna have to hold onto me the entire time  

I want to cuddle an alien teddy bear 

Edited 5 hours ago by Yimpa