God-Realization On N,N-DPT And Cannabis

[Nemra]

An interesting thing I realized while tripping is that understanding gets very deep and immediate beyond the human state. It touches everything.

Understanding is not a human thing.

[Nemra]

I understood specifically why I was panicking.

My ego was negatively reacting against the solipsistic nature of the experience.

My ego craves "the other" so badly even if I love being alone.

My ego feels real when "the other" is real, so it defends "the other".

[Nemra]

Has anyone taken DPT with THC?

What was the dosage?

What was the main theme of the trip?

What was the headspace like for you?

Did it change the effects of other chemicals?

Did it last extremely long for you, like 2 or 3 days with reactivations?

After taking them,

• Do you feel like you can deconstruct reality more deeply?
• Do you notice sudden bursts of absolute aloneness during the day?
• How many days did the visual effects stay with you?

I think the trip on them must have been insane for you too.

Edited November 23, 2025 by Nemra

[Nemra]

I am reconsidering why I reacted the way I did on this trip.

I was diagnosed with autoimmune thyroiditis weeks ago, and the results were bad.

It's most likely why my heart was pounding and my body felt intense. I don't think normally I would see visual patterns and be anxious for weeks after the trip.

I think I worsened my condition without knowing.

Edited 5 hours ago by Nemra

[Yimpa]

@Nemra Thank you for sharing. Yeah, I gave up on trying to optimize and be a perfectly healthy human being after going deeper and deeper into my tripping and transformation. I am much more accepting of my disabilities and  chronic health issues;  realizing God will not miraculously,  permanently erase and heal  my finite human conditions. I can do my best to manage it.  I am no longer equating perfect human health to being conscious of God. Is Julian Michaels conscious of what God is? God doesn’t need you to be a perfect human. I feel much more at peace by not rejecting suffering.