New Chapter in My Life: Habits and Disciplines

[Spiritual Warrior]

Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #114

2.23.26

Morning Routine:

Make bed: 3

Journal: 113

Brush teeth streak: 113

Floss streak: 6

Shower streak: 87

Meditation streak: 1

Approaching women visualization: 1

Abundance of sex affirmation: 1

Funniness affirmation: 0

Independent of opinions of others affirmation: 0

Free talk exercise: 0

 

Night time routine goals:

Brush teeth streak: 1

Wash face streak: 1

No electronics before bed: 1

 

"Whole day" goals:

No ejaculation streak: 21

Eat 150 g of protein streak: 1

No alcohol streak: 115

No smoking weed streak: 70

 

Total number of women cold approached: 4

Edited Tuesday at 03:16 PM by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #115

2.24.26

Morning Routine:

Make bed: 4

Journal: 114

Brush teeth streak: 114

Floss streak: 7

Shower streak: 88

Meditation streak: 2

Approaching women visualization: 2

Abundance of sex affirmation: 2

Funniness affirmation: 1

Independent of opinions of others affirmation: 1

Free talk exercise: 1

 

Night time routine goals:

Brush teeth streak: 2

Wash face streak: 2

No electronics before bed: 2

 

"Whole day" goals:

No ejaculation streak: 22

Eat 150 g of protein streak: 2

No alcohol streak: 116

No smoking weed streak: 71

 

Total number of women cold approached: 5

 

 

 

Edited yesterday at 11:26 AM by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #116

I have been doing really well recently, I've been consistent, I understand my vision, I have a girl that I'm dating, I am actively approaching women and hitting on them, things are really clicking. The funny thing is the better that I am doing, the less likely I am to include a personal journal on this thread. I usually come on here to vent about things when something is going awry. But when theres nothing to vent about, nothing gets written. 

There is one thing though: there is a girl (not the girl I'm dating) that I cannot get out of my head. She is crazy but at the same time intoxicating. She is one of the funniest women I've ever met, she is an impressive dancer, and is super creative. Overall, she has this intoxicating feminine energy that I cannot get enough of. On the downside, her emotional states fluctuate like crazy, she can be depressed one day and then act like a giddy school girl the next. She has a lot of emotional mastery work that she must get done before becoming someone that is capable of being a stable girlfriend.

I would characterize my dating life with the song listed below. The line "You do make me hard, but she makes me weak" is absolutely perfect. The girl that I am dating does make me hard, but this other girl makes me weak in the knees. This other girl will end up being my mistake.. 

I do see a future with her, or at least I want a future with her. I want to provide her with the masculine energy that she needs in order for her true feminine self to flourish. That is my role as her dance partner, but I want to make this my role in every day life. Will this actually come into fruition... only God knows. 

The cool thing about all of this is I know that this is a long term vision. I am going to continue to see this girl on a weekly basis. In the meantime, I am going to continue to date other people and develop myself into the perfect "provider guy" for my future wife. If I don't end up with her, I will end up with someone that is an even better fit for me. 

 

2.25.26

Morning Routine:

Make bed: 5

Journal: 115

Brush teeth streak: 115

Floss streak: 8

Shower streak: 89

Meditation streak: 3

Approaching women visualization: 3

Abundance of sex affirmation: 3

Funniness affirmation: 2

Independent of opinions of others affirmation: 2

Free talk exercise: 2

 

Night time routine goals:

Brush teeth streak: 3

Wash face streak: 3

No electronics before bed: 0

 

"Whole day" goals:

No ejaculation streak: 23

Eat 150 g of protein streak: 3

No alcohol streak: 117

No smoking weed streak: 72

 

Total number of women cold approached: 5

Edited 1 hour ago by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

Interlude: What do I want? 2/26/26

I want a highly conscious girlfriend that I can have fun with 

I want to get really good at sex, never ejaculating and lasting for hours

I want to be a world champion dancer, very masculine and expressive on the dance floor

I want to express my attraction towards a female in a confident, fun, expressive, direct and respectful way 

I want to teach 30 lessons a week

I want to be full gold certified in dancing

I want to have lots of sex

I want to master my emotions, being able to regulate and handle difficult situations with calm and grace

I want to be in a constant no - thought state, completely surrendering to the present moment at all times 

I want to be a supremely attractive man not just in looks but in the way that I carry myself 

I want to be able to let go of attachments with ease

I want to view the world and handle situations with a pure detachment and dispassion 

I want to be able to have very honest and direct communications with women 

I want to be able to tell a woman that I have feelings for her 

I want to be emotionally mature and be direct in my confrontations 

I want to take every situation that I experience as a learning process, one that is going to push me to grow 

I want to make lots of money doing what I love

I want to host parties in the summer at my house with a pool and outdoor bar, surrounded by all the people that I love

I want to go on incredible adventures with my awesome girlfriend