Why does the mind imagine others?

[Miguel1]

On 10/21/2025 at 0:38 PM, Daniel Balan said:

I am deeply ashamed to admit

I deeply respect that brutal honesty here. That is some powerful self-admitting.

[Daniel Balan]

30 minutes ago, Miguel1 said:

I deeply respect that brutal honesty here. That is some powerful self-admitting.

For me to admit what I just did is extremely painful. I almost burst into tears when I realised upon months of contemplation that I am at such a low stage of cognitive development. I might have memorised by hard the actualized.org concepts, but the cognitive vehicle through which I observe and interpret reality it remained at blue with nuances of red. I deeply abhor blue, I can't stand it, the content of the blue worldview is making my skin crawl, I feel like a raging volcano whenever I feel any resemblance of religion, traditions, nationalism, conformity and herd mentality but paradoxically if I stay long enough near such groups of people, my reptilian brain is swayed towards the "tribe", towards the collective ego of the community I am a part of. That's why I decided to be a total loner. I have developed such a hatred for stage blue that I can't express it in words.

Edited 6 hours ago by Daniel Balan

[Miguel1]

@Daniel Balan I have been there.