Spiritual progress = highs and lows?

[Butters]

What does the progress look like?

I've been doing kundalini yoga for these past few months. I feel energy, it gets circulated through my body. 

Yesterday had such a strong focus and stronger ability to visualize my dream life in Bali, pulling the feeling of paradise into the present. This morning I woke up and had this awakening of God being conscious of itself. It only lasted a second. Fell back asleep. 

Today felt so low in my energy, overstimulated. Coffee does nothing anymore. It wasn't until I jerked off, ate carbs and watched some entertainment that I felt normal again. 

My visualizations yesterday were so strong that the present just feels like a dream. But it feels a bit ungrounded. 

[Someone here]

Yeah.. definitely progress looks like you don't have addictions or you become free from slavery to your stomach and penis . So you have so much work to do .

[UnbornTao]

It depends on your goals.

What are you up to and what do you hope to achieve with the practices?

Edited October 16, 2025 by UnbornTao

[Butters]

18 hours ago, UnbornTao said:

It depends on your goals.

What are you up to and what do you hope to achieve with the practices?

Yeah exactly. I'm really just focused on building my business and then moving to South East Asia for a while. 

I feel much better today, maybe it was just the weather, I have no way of knowing this. 

[UnbornTao]

4 minutes ago, Butters said:

Yeah exactly. I'm really just focused on building my business and then moving to South East Asia for a while. 

I feel much better today, maybe it was just the weather, I have no way of knowing this. 

Great to hear, keep kicking ass out there.