Insight that made my ego go insane

[Asia P]

I did 5meo and then after this, shrooms that seemed to extend and clarify my 5meo trip that was very intense and confusing.

I literally realized that i already have infinite love inside myself, and i can enjoy this love in solitude or rather trying to share it to others by dividing myself into parts and dreaming my incompleteness. Solipsism is the peak of happiness and sadness, where those two merge together. Because reality starts to become non dual and it becomes impossible categorize emotions and things by good and evil.

I felt like going mad by realizing this, my ego could not hold the intensity, the absurdity and the power of this insight.

[OBEler]

@Asia P wow...thanks for sharing. Shrooms make me also always confused. I didn't went as deep as you but I can sense your insight.

[Arthogaan]

Deep insight.

But also further - the duality between solitude and feeling of togetherness can collapse too.

You can be alone in your room and so connected to the Love, and walls of your room as if you in the heart of the most welcoming community of people.

But also you can be with, talk to others, and feel the solitude of oneness. 

It's the same thing.
Emptiness Dancing.

Sitting alone can happen, sharing and talking can happen, exploring can happen, rest can happen. Just love.