How it feels being on this forum

[Princess Arabia]

6 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

When someone is talking about how you don't exist, you don't even have any experience, there's nothing to do and nowhere to get, it doesn't take a Ph.d to realize they're just blindly believing nondual teachers on YouTube.

...and where did the innocent little baby learn awakening from and that there was even such a thing. Not YT, but surely from somewhere else other than nature where it didn't have to learn how to walk and talk. Everything not natural to the body is learnt. Where you learn it from makes no difference. The body isn't interested in your awakening. The body doesn't even know it exists. It's you the knowing energy that is causing it distress and dis-ease with your fancy toxic world notions trying to be up on others so you can show off your silly skills of which awakening to nothing is what you're trying to show off here. Anyone that isn't trying to awaken to nonsense like the racoons and bears, only silly humans, can see through human bullshit and i'm not sure how this isn't obvious to you.

[Meeksauce]

30 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

When you were a baby, did you know about anything called direct experience or philosophy or ideas. No, you were just  crying, laughing, smiling, pooping, sucking mama's tits, tryna walk, talk and goo goo gaga-ing. Now you're a sophisticated fool of a human (not calling you a fool), thinking it knows something called direct experience because another fool of a human told him that's the blueprint to get out of this hell hole and to use direct experience to enlighten and awake the noself into enlightenment and to know what this is. Then we call others fools when they don't directly experience their direct experience of philosophizing and idea-ing. Do you not see the insanity of life. No you don't; you're too busy trying to directly experience it.

Direct experience is not a concept. It's a pointer towards awareness and the present moment. The word to describe it does not mean it's a philosophy. It's the opposite of philosophy and conceptualizing. When I was a baby all I had was direct experience. My brain just wasn't intelligent enough to have the language to call it something. This is very obvious stuff.

[Princess Arabia]

9 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

You're rambling nonsense.

Your nonsense only makes sense through a brain that can abstract and understand English. If I didn't know English, all your ramblings would seem like garbage and nonsense too. It would read like this, zd45(:;adys24?&$. 

[Puer Aeternus]

Meh.

Just more rage bait. Have fun engaging if you want but it's not gonna go anywhere useful. 

Not sure why you feel the need to come here and preach anyways OP. If you really knew what's up, why would you care to at all? Why haven't you just logged off, ay? Now you're going to waste your time here debating. What's it about OP? 

But yes- everyone besides you doesn't know the truth.

Everyone else isn't awakened like you!! They're just nonsense!! 

So obvious something isn't quite right with you, mate. But these words won't do anything will they! So good luck with that and may you have a nice evening. 

 

[Meeksauce]

4 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

...and where did the innocent little baby learn awakening from and that there was even such a thing. Not YT, but surely from somewhere else other than nature where it didn't have to learn how to walk and talk. Everything not natural to the body is learnt. Where you learn it from makes no difference. The body isn't interested in your awakening. The body doesn't even know it exists. It's you the knowing energy that is causing it distress and dis-ease with your fancy toxic world notions trying to be up on others so you can show off your silly skills of which awakening to nothing is what you're trying to show off here. Anyone that isn't trying to awaken to nonsense like the racoons and bears, only silly humans, can see through human bullshit and i'm not sure how this isn't obvious to you.

Yes, humans learn. What's your point. You're saying awakening can't be learned about. If that were the case we would all be born enlightened. Everything you say is a word salad with no substance. And don't come back saying "oh but reality itself makes no sense and has no substance". That's just you trying to backwards rationalize your worldview to support your nonsense logic.

[Meeksauce]

3 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Your nonsense only makes sense through a brain that can abstract and understand English. If I didn't know English, all your ramblings would seem like garbage and nonsense too. It would read like this, zd45(:;adys24?&$. 

Yes, we speak English. What's your point. What do you mean my nonsense? I'm not the one talking nonsense.

[Princess Arabia]

3 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

Direct experience is not a concept. It's a pointer towards awareness and the present moment. The word to describe it does not mean it's a philosophy. It's the opposite of philosophy and conceptualizing. When I was a baby all I had was direct experience. My brain just wasn't intelligent enough to have the language to call it something. This is very obvious stuff.

Well it wasn't obvious to you that I was pointing out that none of this matters. It's all learnt stuff that means nothing to a baby and only means something to you as a seeker because you have eaten from the forbidden tree called knowledge and now you're fucked needing more knowledge to survive that energy archetype and structure. That's all you are knowledge trying to gain more and more knowledge. Thinking it's knowing anything. You're not knowing anything. You are knowledge itself trying to survive.

[Princess Arabia]

1 minute ago, Meeksauce said:

Yes, we speak English. What's your point. What do you mean my nonsense? I'm not the one talking nonsense.

Lol. You don't even realize. That's the tragedy of humans, thinking they're any different than a brick wall. You're nothing, buddy, tryna be something. Nothing as in the absolute so its not an insult. It's all nonsense.

[Meeksauce]

6 minutes ago, Puer Aeternus said:

Meh.

Just more rage bait. Have fun engaging if you want but it's not gonna go anywhere useful. 

Not sure why you feel the need to come here and preach anyways OP. If you really knew what's up, why would you care to at all? Why haven't you just logged off, ay? Now you're going to waste your time here debating. What's it about OP? 

But yes- everyone besides you doesn't know the truth.

Everyone else isn't awakened like you!! They're just nonsense!! 

So obvious something isn't quite right with you, mate. But these words won't do anything will they! So good luck with that and may you have a nice evening. 

 

Thanks for the reminder God. And idk, I guess I was expecting the people here to be at a much higher level than they are and actually get some useful feedback/additional insights. I got a pretty decent chunk of the awakening mountain range with this recent awakening, but obviously not the whole thing and I was hoping "others" could help fill in the gaps. But obviously that is not the case. You're right, it's pretty pointless to be on here after awakening to solipsism. I guess I get a kick out of destroying people who are clueless lol.

[Meeksauce]

4 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Lol. You don't even realize. That's the tragedy of humans, thinking they're any different than a brick wall. You're nothing, buddy, tryna be something. Nothing as in the absolute so its not an insult. It's all nonsense.

You're not awake. Your mistake is thinking God is dumb and cannot be understood by humans. But God has an intellect. Intelligence and meaning are baked into the structure of reality. Reality is smart, and it is there, and it can be understood. It's not all a great big nothing for no reason with no purpose. It's the greatest thing imaginable. Total perfection. You have God on too low of a pedestal. If you were awake you would understand this.

[Princess Arabia]

9 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

If that were the case we would all be born enlightened.

If you were truly awake you would realize you were never born. It's the absolute being a human that sees other humans being born and now it thinks it was born. You're nothing. Go back to sleep, that's your true nature - deep sleep. You've awaken out of deep sleep and you you are. I AM you say. No you're an energetic structure in the firm of a sense we call the I AM. Go back to sleep and thats awakening for ya.

[Meeksauce]

1 minute ago, Princess Arabia said:

If you were truly awake you would realize you were never born. It's the absolute being a human that sees other humans being born and now it thinks it was born. You're nothing. Go back to sleep, that's your true nature - deep sleep. You've awaken out of deep sleep and you you are. I AM you say. No you're an energetic structure in the firm of a sense we call the I AM. Go back to sleep and thats awakening for ya.

I don't disagree with you on this. I know I was never born. But there was a time when this lifetime started. That's an important distinction for you. And I never said I think I was born, so I don't know where you're getting that from. Deep sleep is not awakening. Absolute infinity is awakening. Deep sleep is just one state within absolute infinity. There are an infinite number of different states.

[Joshe]

39 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

It doesn't take a genius to distinguish content vs context on a trip.

It’s not about intelligence. The biggest genius in the world could easily confuse the two. If you never came across Leo but still did the same amount of psychedelics, you would be thinking what you experienced was just a profound psychedelic state, as opposed to the absolute truth of reality. If no one before you had ever spoken in such a way, I’m betting it wouldn’t have occurred to you that you achieved direct experience of the absolute truth of reality. 

You looked for something and you found it. That’s typically how it works when you’re looking for a specific thing and refuse to stop looking. 

Edited 15 hours ago by Joshe

[Puer Aeternus]

12 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

Thanks for the reminder God. And idk, I guess I was expecting the people here to be at a much higher level than they are and actually get some useful feedback/additional insights. I got a pretty decent chunk of the awakening mountain range with this recent awakening, but obviously not the whole thing and I was hoping "others" could help fill in the gaps. But obviously that is not the case. You're right, it's pretty pointless to be on here after awakening to solipsism.

Well best to you, see where all the interesting places this will take you! 

14 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

I guess I get a kick out of destroying people who are clueless lol.

But why though? 

What's there? 

I suppose that may be the thing you could learn most from here, eh? Not from the forum but your reaction to it with this stuff.

[Meeksauce]

4 minutes ago, Joshe said:

It’s not about intelligence. The biggest genius in the world could easily confuse the two. If you never came across Leo but still did the same amount of psychedelics, you would be thinking what you experienced was just a profound psychedelic state, as opposed to the absolute truth of reality. If no one before you had ever spoken in such a way, I’m betting it wouldn’t occur to you that you achieved direct experience of the absolute truth of reality. 
 

You looked for something and you found it. That’s typically how it works when you’re looking for a specific thing and refuse to stop looking. 

I see what you're saying, and no, I might not realize that I stumbled across the truth if I hadn't learned about awakening. It's a very tricky thing and requires a lot of intelligence to grasp. But that doesn't mean it's not a real thing. It's like I'm mining for gold and someone tells me where to look to find it. I could've found it on my own, but it's a lot easier when someone tells you where it is. And you know it when you find it.

[Princess Arabia]

1 minute ago, Meeksauce said:

You're not awake. Your mistake is thinking God is dumb and cannot be understood by humans. But God has an intellect. Intelligence and meaning are baked into the structure of reality. Reality is smart, and it is there, and it can be understood. It's not all a great big nothing for no reason with no purpose. It's the greatest thing imaginable. Total perfection. You have God on too low of a pedestal. If you were awake you would understand this.

Oh my dearest God, such delusion. Doesn't get any more deluded than this. 

"God has an intellect", no God is intellect. God has nothing it is everything. Intelligence and meaning cannot be baked in the structure of reality because there is no actual reality. The only reality is the one the IAM creates for itself. Other than that, nothing being everything and nothing has no structure and has nothing baked into it. You are trying to limit it to your notions and ideas of what you think it is. It is nothing so its everything including this meeksauce conversation we're having. The greatest thing imaginable to a me that thinks its separate from it. It's not anything great to itself because its timeless and boundless. Purpose and meaning is also for the scared little me that is limited and seeks safety and it's mother's embrace. Meaning and purpose are limitations. This is unlimited and infinite and timeless. Purpose and meaning is bounded finite and happens in time because it suggests continuity, there's none. Your finite mind which is actually non existent cannot compute what's being said here. Its too busy looking for a way out if it's own mess of web entanglement. 

[Meeksauce]

5 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Oh my dearest God, such delusion. Doesn't get any more deluded than this. 

"God has an intellect", no God is intellect. God has nothing it is everything. Intelligence and meaning cannot be baked in the structure of reality because there is no actual reality. The only reality is the one the IAM creates for itself. Other than that, nothing being everything and nothing has no structure and has nothing baked into it. You are trying to limit it to your notions and ideas of what you think it is. It is nothing so its everything including this meeksauce conversation we're having. The greatest thing imaginable to a me that thinks its separate from it. It's not anything great to itself because its timeless and boundless. Purpose and meaning is also for the scared little me that is limited and seeks safety and it's mother's embrace. Meaning and purpose are limitations. This is unlimited and infinite and timeless. Purpose and meaning is bounded finite and happens in time because it suggests continuity, there's none. Your finite mind which is actually non existent cannot compute what's being said here. Its too busy looking for a way out if it's own mess of web entanglement. 

I mostly agree with you. I wasn't saying God is like a biological entity with a brain, I'm just saying intellect is a facet baked into reality. We agree on that. You are just too caught up in concepts like nothing being everything to actualize and experience of awakening. And there is experience. If you have consciousness, you can't deny it. Or if consciousness is present. Don't get caught up in the wording with that. And I can assure you I have no concepts or beliefs about reality other than solipsism and reality being God which I have directly confirmed for myself. I have also recognized no self like you say. It's just an illusion. Reality is just existing, and the mind projects a self and meaning on top of that. I get that.

[Princess Arabia]

16 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

. Deep sleep is not awakening. Absolute infinity is awakening. Deep sleep is just one state within absolute infinity. There are an infinite number of different states.

Youre right because deep sleep..aka..nothing..is all there is. I said awakening but I was just using a term humans made up. I'm not sure if you realize that Absolute infinity is deep sleep. Deep sleep is not a state. It is nothing being itself without being everything. It's not being deep sleep it is deep sleep. Language is limited but deep sleep is the most natural thing there is. This is what this is. All those words used to describe infinity as in timeless, boundless, etcetc, is exactly what deep sleep is like. YOU DISAPPEAR AND NOTHING EMERGES. 

[ExploringReality]

If actualized.org forum was a real school, we'd all kick your ass 😂. I'm kidding 

[Meeksauce]

8 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Youre right because deep sleep..aka..nothing..is all there is. I said awakening but I was just using a term humans made up. I'm not sure if you realize that Absolute infinity is deep sleep. Deep sleep is not a state. It is nothing being itself without being everything. It's not being deep sleep it is deep sleep. Language is limited but deep sleep is the most natural thing there is. This is what this is. All those words used to describe infinity as in timeless, boundless, etcetc, is exactly what deep sleep is like. YOU DISAPPEAR AND NOTHING EMERGES. 

7 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Youre right because deep sleep..aka..nothing..is all there is. I said awakening but I was just using a term humans made up. I'm not sure if you realize that Absolute infinity is deep sleep. Deep sleep is not a state. It is nothing being itself without being everything. It's not being deep sleep it is deep sleep. Language is limited but deep sleep is the most natural thing there is. This is what this is. All those words used to describe infinity as in timeless, boundless, etcetc, is exactly what deep sleep is like. YOU DISAPPEAR AND NOTHING EMERGES. 

Go watch/rewatch Leo's video titled An Advanced Explanation of God Realization. I think that's the one where he talks about awakening being on a scale of 0 being deep sleep and infinity being the opposite of that.